Oh damm !
Can I place a full-stop to everything !?
My mum is making noise.
My dad is holding on to his stupid ego.
My sister is making a fuss out of nothing.
Things changed..
Times changed..
All of this happen so sudden.
Stress is piling up for nothing. It's challenging !
Care and concern seems to ditch me ?
Or there is a gap between it ?
I don't know. I don't know.
I really have no idea what is going on.
Things are going haywire..
My mind too.
I am going crazy as it seem to be.
Playing the role of a good person has been always on my mind.
Can I just throw away that from my dictionary ?
I've a lot of thinking..
The amount is too much for you to imagine.
I was drown by my own thinking.
The amount is huge till it took over me.
And it's still increasing ...
I should not have raise that issue to you.
Although I did not spill the beans eventually.
But, even if I did not let the cat out of the bag.
I suppose you knew what I have to say.
How I wish there is a time machine.
Bring me back to the past and edit those mistake I made.
Indeed.
Choice has consequences.
Loneliness inflict fears.
So does emptiness.