Saturday, October 13
5:44 PM
Today was my birthday .. Indeed.. I am affected by the relationship that just gone .. i just can't be happy about my birthday.. Can't Smile , Can't Joke , Can't even eat.. I bet my sister sense the dead in me .. She dial my auntie out and wanted my auntie to celebrate with me.. Although my body was with my auntie shopping in vivo city but i think my mind was else where.. Can't get any happiness during my birthday.. The only thing i knew was my Family care towards me and my auntie brought me a NIKE baggy that cost about $70+ for my birthday present .. I am thankful for what i got .. At night my sister brought me a cake and my whole family include my auntie celebrate with me at home.. Till that moment .. i think i sense abit of happiness and thankfulness Not much sadness in me anymore..
Friday, October 12
5:05 PM
Bad day for me today.. The Girl that i Stead want to Break with me.. Her reasons was because She got another steady in riverside .. She claim that i am so sticky to her and She think I and her does not suit each other.. I remains silent .. I was thinking if you have already a steady i riverside why do you accpt mi on that Day... And I did ask her this Question but she change the topic that she don't want to lie to me anymore so she decide to her me the truth .. I mean is good that she tell me the truth .. BUT.. WHY ON 12 OCT .. She knew that the following day will be my birthday and why did she hurt like that on my birthday eve.. She knew it will affect my feeling tmr.. I HATE her.. I did not ask too much on her just wan her to allow mi to sent her back home after school even this she can't grant me ... I was mad when i thinking of this part so I agree her break ..After that one of my friends told me that she does not have a steady in riverside she just can't forget someone she like in her class .. She thought she could forget him when a new relationship start but this prove she still can't forgive him so we ended up BREAKING ...
