Saturday, October 31
1:46 AM
I am obsessed in chit-chatting..
I want to chat with people.
I love to speak with people.
I want to talk !
:)
Thursday, October 29
8:27 PM
I have planned out.
Just in case, I am not able to promote to Secondary 5.
I am NOT going to ITE.
Instead,
I am taking private G.C.E O' level Examination.
I am going to choose my own subject combinations.
I have planned out what I wish to take.
- English Language
- Chinese / Higher Chinese
- Elementary Mathematics
- Additional Mathematics
- Combined Science [ Bio/Phy ]
- Chemistry
People may think that I am dreaming or I am unrealistic.
But,
I am telling those people.
I am not !
Wednesday, October 28
9:58 PM
Finally,
She got settled down.
I was relief .
I guess it's time.
To settled myself down.
I understand the fact that things could not be forced.
Things have to be done willingly.
I will take it easy.
If things can't go my will.
I will move on.
:)
Saturday, October 24
11:17 PM
damm !
I have been using this word quite often.
Phone gone haywire.
Headset spoiled.
Prepaid flat.
All my tools for communication have played a prank on me.
Thursday, October 22
4:37 PM
Oh damm !
Can I place a full-stop to everything !?
My mum is making noise.
My dad is holding on to his stupid ego.
My sister is making a fuss out of nothing.
Things changed..
Times changed..
All of this happen so sudden.
Stress is piling up for nothing. It's challenging !
Care and concern seems to ditch me ?
Or there is a gap between it ?
I don't know. I don't know.
I really have no idea what is going on.
Things are going haywire..
My mind too.
I am going crazy as it seem to be.
Playing the role of a good person has been always on my mind.
Can I just throw away that from my dictionary ?
I've a lot of thinking..
The amount is too much for you to imagine.
I was drown by my own thinking.
The amount is huge till it took over me.
And it's still increasing ...
I should not have raise that issue to you.
Although I did not spill the beans eventually.
But, even if I did not let the cat out of the bag.
I suppose you knew what I have to say.
How I wish there is a time machine.
Bring me back to the past and edit those mistake I made.
Indeed.
Choice has consequences.
Loneliness inflict fears.
So does emptiness.
Monday, October 19
1:40 AM
Although I found a replica of her.
But,
the time has not come.
It shall not be reveal yet.
And I shall keep it to myself.
Only 3 people deserve to know.
I, me and myself.
Tuesday, October 13
12:05 AM
A chapter of brand new life shall start !
N' level finally come to an end.
Principles Of Account was disastrous.
I think even Ms Han did not expect such a paper.
Damm.. I need Principles Of Account for my EMB3.
This holiday.
I will.
-Find a job to work !
-Take up Additional Mathematics.
-Continue studying Biology.
-Hang out with friends.
-Going out with Prof Ching ! haha.
I'm happy to be single !Carefree !Single rocks !Haha =) Saturday, October 10
1:12 AM
我還在尋找一個依靠和一個擁抱誰替我祈禱替我煩惱為我生气為我鬧幸福開始有預兆緣分讓我們慢慢緊靠然后孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號我每天睡不著想念你的微笑你不知道你對我多么重要有了你生命完整的剛好小酒窩長睫毛迷人得無可救藥我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了終于找到心有靈犀的美好一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老幸福開始有預兆緣分讓我們慢慢緊靠然后孤單被吞沒了无聊變得有話聊有變化了小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號我每天睡不著想念你的微笑你不知道你對我多么重要有了你生命完整的剛好小酒窩長睫毛迷人得無可救藥我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了終于找到心有靈犀的美好一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老小酒窩長睫毛迷人得無可救藥我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了終于找到心有靈犀的美好一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老Ps : I love you !Taylor Lai,We have been together for 41 days.Quarrel days are over..We ought to stay happy for the days ahead.I don't know how long we will last.But as long we cherish everyday together.There shall be no regret, right ?Can you remember the first time I saw you ?
Wednesday, October 7
1:11 AM
Yo peeps !
I finished my N' level Elementary Mathematics Paper 1 yesterday.
It's was quite easy I thought.
With any carelessness, I ought to score As for Paper 1.
Studies at Republic Polytechnics.
Worn school uniform.
Other thought that we were applying for DPA.
Oh ya ! By the way, I went with Farah.
Actually the whole rational of posting today is,
I want to address something.
I'm having my N' level.
I need time to study.
And,
I want to study.
I told you umpteen times.
When I'm studying, of course I need to focus.
So it's normal to NOT check my mobile phone.
If I kept on checking my mobile phone.
That will serve as a distraction.
I did not reply your SMS.
Yes, I know it's my fault.
But, I told you I'm studying.
Should you be more supportive ?
I'm tired after studying.
I don't wish to speak.
Should you be understanding ?
I told you that my focus will be N' level now.
Didn't I ?
So you ought not to get upset about it.
Talking about upset,
I should be the one not happy.
Which boyfriend does not want his girlfriend to be supportive in his studies ?
I have said what needs to be said.
If you still insist on fuming.
By on means.
I wouldn't care less about it.
If you cannot be supportive and understanding,
then let me tell you.
That's it ..
You don't like my tone ?
And I shall tell you this.
I don't need you,
After reading this,
you want to curse and swear about me.
Be my guest !
Because you're just being immature.
Let me tell you.
Now, N' level is the most important to me.
Can't stand me ?
Then don't ..
Do what is required.
I can only tolerate so much.
Don't cross the line. Monday, October 5
9:54 PM
Yo human from Earth !
I fork out a bit of my time to "feed" my blog.
Cleared N' level Combined Science (Phy/Chem) today.
It was relatively easy.
In fact,
Very easy ! =)
At least, I'm ease with a subject.
A secured distinction..
Tomorrow is Elementary Mathematics Paper 1.
A critical subject to get promoted to Secondary 5.
3 more papers to go ..
I don't want 14 October 2009 to come ! =(
I will miss my Express friends loads .
T.L,36 days with you.It has been a hectic week for me.Thanks for your understanding.I want to treat you with respect.Because you're my girlfriend .. Friday, October 2
6:03 PM
Hey peeps from Earth !
I'm tired.
Very exhausted..
Sometimes I really don't understand myself.
Supposedly, I have let go the past...
Out of random, things are beginning to allow me to reminisce.
I think about the past.
I miss the past.
I want to go back to the past badly.
Why do such idea struck me ?
I do not have an answer to it.
Old things seem to be more wonderful than new things.
Maybe not to everyone the statement is true.
But to me, at least 85% is true.
Ok. Let's place these mixed feeling nonsense aside.
My hard work finally paid off ! =)
There's a move of grades in Elementary Mathematics.
I did last year's N' level Elementary Mathematics paper as class test.
Made a big improvement.
I used to fail Mathematics.
But this time round, I passed.
And passed with an A2.
But I will not stop here.
FIGHTING ~
;D
3 more days to N' level.
I'm going to flood myself with Mathematics today.
Chemistry on the following day.
Physics on Sunday.
All the way ~
Last lap of the race !
Let's run it well, run it diligently .
T.LILY.33 days.I very sorry.Really very busy with studies.Your understanding will be greatly appreciated.
