Saturday, June 27
2:31 AM
“ 解铃人须系铃人 ” - 这个道理，你应该明白吧。 自己作过什么，自己最清楚。
Friday, June 26
8:57 PM
要不是你讓想念猖狂打破天窗 我不會發現枕頭上的荒涼
以為你就是故鄉 卻變成我的流浪
誰的傍晚 是誰的天亮
十九八七六十六億人同時狂歡 五四三二一個人倒數孤單
回憶的擁擠廣場 假裝你還在身旁
就像你最愛依賴我的肩膀
第一行詩的狂妄 第一首歌的难忘
第一次吻你的唇你的倔強 第一顆流星燦爛
第一個天真愿望 第一個諾言美麗的荒唐
你叫我愛的善良 你教我恨的野蠻你教我忘記該忘傷心太傷 那些你教我的事
讓思念更苦更長 只想問想念的
想念的 想念的你怎么樣
愛情是信仰 或只能是旅途風光
那女孩帶我漫游一次天堂
你教我怎么愛上 卻沒教怎么遺忘
讓我的陽光都換成了淚光
第一行詩的狂妄 第一首歌的難忘
第一次吻你的唇你的倔強 第一顆流星燦爛
第一個天真愿望 第一個諾言美麗的荒唐
你教我愛的善良 你教我恨的野蠻 你教我忘記該忘傷心太傷 那些你教我的事
讓思念更苦更長
只想問想念的 想念的 想念的你怎么樣
第一行詩的狂妄 第一首歌的難忘
第一次吻你的唇你的倔強 第一顆流星燦爛
第一個天真愿望 第一個諾言美麗的荒唐
你教我愛的善良 你教我恨的野蠻你教我忘記該忘傷心太傷 那些你教我的事
讓思念更苦更長
只想問想念的 想念的 想念的你怎么樣
那些你教我的事讓思念更苦更長
只想問想念的 想念的 想念的你怎么樣
Thursday, June 25
12:20 AM
Oh Gosh ~
Why does she mistook that I was referring to her in my post ?
Hey girl !
If you are reading my blog, better still.
Yes, now I am talk about you.
Incident that are long over. I won't brood about it.
Why do I even bother to talk about it.
It's hurting yet worthless.
Whether or not I am encourage.
It's my problem.
Not yours.
Advice to you is, focus on your boy.( if you have any now )
I doubt he does not know you well yet.
Wonder why I say these ? Or wonder I have changed ?
Not the old self that you known of ?
I am force to be like this.
All thanks to your wonderful influence in the past.
Driving me to a higher level.
Speaking differently.
You have successfully changed a person.
Even after you leave.
Your impact did the job for you.
Happy ?
I don't care if you think I am immature, premature or childish.
Well,
I do not need any judgement here.
No matter what you comment about me.
I will just simply think you are playing with English vocabulary.
I am sure your words are worthless now.
Sorry, I have to say that.
Coldness.
I pick that from you.
Wednesday, June 24
2:35 AM
The number of my holiday assignments have shown a decrease.
From a mountain of them to a handful of them now.
If I am more discipline in the holidays, I would have completed all by now.
Besides leaving my Social Studies Paper,
Chemistry mind-mapping and
Chinese TYS
yet to be done.
I have cleared all.
Many students were still, unhappy about the fail of extension of holidays.
In my point of view,
the extension of holiday is optional.
If the holidays is being extended.
Yes, students can stay at home and rest.
In order to prevent the infection of H1N1.
But,
If holidays were to be extended.
Those Secondary 4 student which will be taking their national examination this year.
I believed they will be greatly affected.
Lessons will be suspended.
Teaching will be affected too.
I believe online teaching will more or less ineffective compared to teaching on ground.
So.
Extension of holiday ?
We have made our vote.
The rest,
let's leave it to the MOE to decide.
Ps: I am still unhappy and discourage about the way you replied me.
I did it with a act of kindness. Sunday, June 21
1:49 PM
Recently,
I don't know why.
I am emotionally unstable.
I get piss off easily.
My anger management seem haywire again.
This is the first time in this year that my anger management go haywire.
Maybe I care too much.
After all, some things are NOT under my control.
I just want to say.
A friendly remark. ( not to be a spoiler )
With your character, I have doubt in your relationship.
Maybe sometimes the problem does not lies in the guys side.
It lies in you.
One more thing.
I am confused.
I don't know what I really want.
It's temping me.
It's seem to be luring me into it.
I mess my feeling up.
A lot of things has been taking place in this holidays.
Incident that made me :
Cried, Emo, Angry, Happy and felt Thankful.
xD
Saturday, June 20
2:00 AM
In my opinion, the key towards making Singapore a more gracious and better place to live in is Kindness.
Kindness comes in many different ways. In my view, it comes in four different ways. Being friendly can be an act for kindness. When you are friendly towards people, the people around you will be encouraged. Since they are encouraged, they will do good things to you. As a result, both parties are happy. The benefit of being friendly does not stop here. When you are happy, in the process of getting happy, you will make more friends along the way.
Being forgiving is another form of Kindness. When you do something wrong. Would you seek forgiveness from others and vice-verse? When others commit a mistake, they would want the forgiveness from you too. Being forgiveness not only shows that you are kind but it shows that you are noble too. Being in a position to forgive people is a gift from god. Start spreading the art of forgiving to others and make everyone noble.
The third way of showing kindness will be understanding one another. Singapore is a multi-racial society. If there is a lack of understanding, it will create chaos and disrupt the harmony of the country. We should understand each other and respect one another, respecting their culture, belief and language. If understanding is practiced properly, it will further enhance the relationship between people and foster stronger bonds with each other.
Lastly, the fourth act of kindness will be selflessness. Singapore is our homeland, this is where we belong. It is a common space that we all share. If was are self-centered, we may refuse to help. What do you think Singapore will become ? If Singaporeans practice selflessness, I believe it will be a better place to stay in. Imagine in all corners of Singapore, when you need help from people, you can find a helping hand all around the country. It is a good sign.
Hence, if Singaporeans master the different acts of Kindness, then Kindness is no longer an act; it is a habit. I strongly believe that his will help in making Singapore a more gracious and better place to live in.
Extracted from,
WRSS 2009 EL Preliminary Paper 1 .
Copyrighted by,
Jeremy Ang.
xD
Friday, June 19
10:21 PM
Woah~ boredom kills.
Never mind.
I came out with a short poem.
About the process of getting yourself a girl to kick the girl away.
Eh guys, don't you dare follow the lyrics ! Is just meant for entertaining purposes.
Purely for fun and laughter
The poem goes like this ...
" Thinking is a temptation,
Flirting is a profession,
Steading is an option,
Dating, you need a demonstration ?
Hugging is a sign of affection,
Kissing is a addiction,
Sick of her ? You need some medication ! "
I repeat.
This poem is just meant for entertainment.
Not to pin-point anymore.
Girls,
Please don't be offended.
Be mindful.
Some guys are really like what was mention above.
xD
Thursday, June 18
3:36 PM
ARGH ~
I AM SO BLOODY PISSED OFF.
WHY DO JC/POLY/ITE STUDENTS MIX OR FLIRT AROUND WITH THE SECONDARY SCHOOL STUDENTS !?
YOU MAY THINK THAT I AM A SOUR GRAPE OR I AM SELFISH.
I DON'T GIVE A DAMM.
CAN THE TERTIARY STUDENTS MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS !?
DON'T TELL ME THAT THERE ARE NO GIRL AROUND IN THE TERTIARY AREAS !?
I WILL SAY THAT IS BULLSHIT.
CAN THEY SIMPLY JUST MIX OR FLIRT AROUND WITHIN THEIR OWN LEVEL !?
I NEVER SAY THEY CANNOT MIX AROUND WITH US.
BUT,
I HAVE KNOW OF A LOT OF CASES WHEREAS TERTIARY STUDENTS CHEATED SECONDARY GIRLS FEELING.
DO YOU THINK I WILL FEEL GOOD TO SEE MY OWN BATCH PEOPLE GETTING CHEAT BY GUYS FROM THE TERTIARY EDUCATIONS !?
OH PLEASE ~
DON'T YOU THINK THAT IS WEIRD.
TERTIARY STUDENT WITH SECONDARY STUDENT.
DIFFERENT LIFESTYLE . DIFFERENT AGE GROUP . DIFFERENT STUDY HABITS.
AND OF COURSE, YOU PEOPLE CAN DISAGREE WITH ME.
AFTER ALL, THIS IS SIMPLY MY OWN VIEWS ABOUT IT.
WELL.
MANY PEOPLE SAY THAT TERTIARY GUYS ARE MORE MATURE COMPARED TO SECONDARY SCHOOL GUYS.
NOW, I KNOW WHICH AREAS THEY ARE MATURE IN.
IN TERMS OF FLIRTING AND CHEATING. OF COURSE THEY ARE MATURE THAN US.
AND,
IN TERMS OF PHYSICALLY, THEY SURE ARE ON THE UPPER HAND AS THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT. THAT INCLUDES MAKING GIRLS PREGNANT.
TO MAKE THINGS WORST.
SOME DO NOT JUST HAVE RELATIONSHIP WITH SECONDARY GIRLS.
SOME EVEN MADE THEM PREGNANT.
OH ~
" WELL DONE , MAN ! "
DO YOU NEED ME TO GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE?
I THINK THEY ARE SICK IN THE MIND.
WHY ?
SECONDARY GIRL EASY TO CHEAT OR GET, IS IT !?
PUT YOU IN MY SHOES, IF YOUR BATCH LADIES GET CHEATED BY WHATSOEVER GUYS.
WILL YOU GET PISSED OFF!?
AND MIND YOU!
IT'S NOT JUST ONE OR TWO CASE.
IS SEVERAL OF THEM.
WELL.
I CANNOT SAY ALL TERTIARY GUYS ARE BASTARD.
SOME OF THEM JUST SIMPLY LACK OF SELF CONTROL !
GIVE YOU AN EXAMPLE.
A FRIEND OF MINE. HER SISTER IS CURRENTLY SECONDARY 1 THIS YEAR.
A POLY YEAR 3 GUY WENT STEADY WITH HER.
PEOPLE, GO AND DO YOUR OWN MATHEMATICS.
7 YEARS AGE GAP.
HOW MANY OF YOU, YOUR AGE GAP BETWEEN YOUR SIBLING AND YOU IS LESS
THAN 7 YEARS ?
I WILL TELL YOU. MOST OF THE AGE GAP BETWEEN SIBLING ARE FROM 2 TO 5 YEARS.
NOW THIS "COUPLE" HAS 7 YEARS AGE GAP.
DON'T THE GUY HAVE A FEELING OF STEADING WITH HIS OWN SISTER.
I BET EVEN HIS OWN SISTER IS OLDER THAN HIS GIRLFRIEND.
MAKE SENSE ?
TO THOSE TERTIARY GUYS WHO HAPPEN TO READ MY BLOG,
I AM NOT SAYING ALL OF YOU.
JUST SOME BASTARD AMONG THE BATCH.
AND,
Sorry that I shall use CAP letter in this post as I am very pissed off.
Tuesday, June 16
10:54 PM
Hey Peeps !
I am back from camp.
I can wait to share it in this post.
I shall talk about the negative things first ( I know must always start with good
things larhs but who cares? xD )
First,
The food was below average compared to previous years.
The amount of food given was little and the the variety of food is limited.
Maybe because this year budget is limited.
Second,
The Senior Instructor were a bit disappointing at times.
Their action discouraged the camp sometimes.
Lastly,
We do not get a bunk for ourselves ( NCOs 2008 )
Now,
The positive things about the camp. ( Woo~ I got a lot to say , man ! )
First,
I have a greater level of understanding towards the secondary 3 juniors.
They are not that bad after all.
Second,
We, the NCOs (2008) lived up to the name of " the greatest batch "
[ * wink the the BEST ones * ]
Last but not least,
I found out that I love
my NCOs (2008) even more after the camp.
I want to fix the puzzle with them 5 years down the road.
I will miss them loads.
They will be greatly remembered.
They are my true friends.
Haziq, Aishah, Farah, Alif, Fauzi, Hidayah, Nasirah, Nabila and
Shi Hui.
Saturday, June 13
12:23 AM
I am attending my SJAB annual camp later on.
This year camp will have a slight different from pass year.
I am going back as a instructor.
On top of that, I am passing out in camp.
Camp will be from :
13 June 2009 ( Sat ) to 16 June 2009 ( Tue )
So shall not be posting anything is this blog for 4 days.
Hence,
this blog will undergo hibernation for 4 days.
Bye Bye !
xD
Friday, June 12
1:02 AM
I am confused.
6 months has passed.
Recovered from that injury.
Healed from that wound.
Calmed from that trauma.
It's seem like everything is back it's original state.
But, till recently.
I am having some thinking in mind.
The things that she forbid her partner to do.
When I was with her, I was allow to do so.
Every time when I think about this issue.
It just confused me.
Since I am different from any other partner she had.
Why does she choose that dead end to walk?
Until now, I still have the urge to know what happen to her.
I may have get over that incident.
But,
the impact after the incident will haunt me through.
I will never forget the smile she put on.
Please allow this to be the most wonderful memories for me.
I may never have that again.
Beautiful incident does not come easily.
Now,
she have found herself another partner.
It seem like it's time for me to bid goodbye to the memories I had.
It's my turn to find myself a partner now.
However,
finding one does not affect my studies.
That is fact that cannot be deny.
The nights with empty blankets.
The nights with speechless background.
The nights with lonely computer.
And, the nights with silent phone calls.
I have enough of it.
All this,
ought to come to an end.
That' it.
No more.
Wednesday, June 10
12:35 AM
I do not know when I started this habit of blogging in the midnight.
My sleeping hours has decrease daily.
This time round, Not because of doing homework or revision.
I just simply can't sleep.
I will take nap in the afternoon because I will be so dead tired when I came back from school.
Blogging.
I used to blog anytime.
But now,
If you notice most of my post are all posted after 10pm.
I can only or have the feeling to blog only during near midnight.
As a result,
I am tired.
And sleepy in class.
But a interesting fact is.
Some lessons even if I slept the entire period.
I would be able to understand or know what is happening.
Some lessons if I slept the entire period, I will lost and blur.
Can tired be overcome ?
I think so.
Oh my Gosh .
It's 10 June 2009.
N' level is just around the corner.
I am trying very hard to improve mathematics.
I want MORE worksheet on Mathematics.
And can Ms Han ( Principles Of Accounts teacher ) STOP giving assignments.
I am dread of Principles Of Accounts assignments.
She give so much worksheet.
As if I am going to do all.
I am NOT going to do.
I am focusing on Mathematics now.
I want a decrease in POA homework and a increase of Mathematics homework
Can ?
I see files flying around that pile of Chinese Holiday assignment of mine.
I have completed the workbook but yet to touch on the N' level Ten Years Series.
The redoing of test paper, I have just started.
Targeting to finish Mathematics and English Paper 1 later on.
ARGH ~
Life is full of homework and practices at this stage.
Press on and I will see rainbow.
I suppose so.
xD
Tuesday, June 9
11:54 PM
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
I love Trigonometry.
Trigonometry rocks !
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I SIMPLY LIKE T.R.I.G.O.N.O.M.E.T.R.Y, CAN ?
<3 loads .
Monday, June 8
7:50 PM
I got back my CCA records today.
What a disappointment !?
But, I am piss upon seeing it.
I only gotten 21 points with a grade of an A2.
I ought to gotten more than that.
A handful of my records was missing in the slip.
The school did not include a lot of things.
I can just simply name you a lot.
- Serve as Marina Bay Ambassador @ NDP 2008
- Attended the CSSP Challenge Camp 2008.
- Represented the school at the Asia Pacific Youth Water Forum 2008
- Obtained the WRStar Award 2008
- Attended OCIP 2008 to Thailand.
- Taking the role as a Parade Commander in WRSS-NDP 2008.
- Public duties hours serve in SJAB.
- Obtained the SINGA Award 2oo8
If the school include the following as stated above,
I would have gotten a A1.
I am so going to fight for it !!
>=(
Sunday, June 7
12:16 AM
Hey,
When you are down.
Which one will you feel ?
A sense of emptiness.
A sense of loneliness.
A sense of helplessness.
I have all 3.
Fame, Love and Wisdom.
Which one do you choose ?
In life,
Can't we have all ?
Indeed.
Life is sometimes unfair.
Thursday, June 4
9:45 PM
Hey peeps !
Here to make a report on my Holiday Assignments.
The amount of assignments I got is equal to Mount Everest on a map.
What a busy life I led.
Despite the amount of homework,
I still gotten myself to take a break.
I knew now will not be a good timing to slack.
But sometimes, I can't help it.
Maybe I give in too easily.
There will be a BBQ night the Ex- Student Councilors tomorrow.
It is organize by Melvin and his team of facilitators due to the Leadership Camp for secondary
2 and 3 Student Councilors.
Secondly, I have a Pulau Ubin trip with Mr Ben and my classmate during the holiday.
But, the date have yet to be confirm.
On top of that, I am having my SJAB annual Camp from 13 June to 16 June 2009.
It will be a study cum mentoring camp for the 10 NCOs.
Oops .
I am suppose to report on my holiday assignments.
* Side-Track *
Hence,
* back to the topic *
English - I have a tons of vocabulary to check on the meanings.
Elementary Mathematics - Revision worksheet on Trigonometry ( still subject to change )
Chinese - The whole of the TYS ( 10 paper 1 , 10 paper 2 ) and the whole of workbook.
Chemistry - Mind map for all the topics covered.
Physics - Workbook exercise on those covered topic and Physic Notebook.
Geography - The LORMs for all topic.
Social Studies - 4 SEQ questions.
Principles Of Accounts - 2 revision worksheet ( subject to change , it may increase. )
It sure will be a hectic holiday for me !!
=(
12:25 PM
唉~ 诗瘾发作。。
回想：
手臂曾成为你的枕头。
你总是把我当成你的傻瓜.
惦记着你那甜美的微笑.
好想再一次听你的呼叫.
( 短短一段自创的诗,
希望能够带出我的内心世界 )
[ 子刚上 ]
Wednesday, June 3
8:08 PM
10 more days to the Passing-Out Parade.
And I hope SJAB will restore its standard.
And pass the knowledge down to future SJAB members.
my NCOs (2008) even more after the camp. 
