Monday, July 28
8:17 PM
I am god damm stress .. SJAB stuffs .. National Day stuffs .. Parade stuffs .. Councilors stuffs .. Studies stuffs .. Family stuffs .. Relationship stuffs .. I so tired already .. I don't want to carry on anymore .. SJAB stuffs .. My NCOs all not working together .. Some Piss with me .. Some emo against me .. Some do not want to cooperate .. Some were on the same boat as me .. So ?? What is this ?? We are one TEAM , one NCOs .. Should be working together not fighting against each other .. I noe Haziq and Nabila had tried their best to stop ALL this nonsense .. But if only two of them were working and the rest are not .. That is not enough .. This is not what I wanted .. National Day Stuffs .. I was stress because of National day in the past but now I got Hazmie to help I am no longer Stress and I am very thankful to me .. Parade Stuffs .. I beileved alot of people complain about me and F**k about me .. To me , It does not matter.. I just want to get the parade organise and because of Some of them , their were way damm too slow .. I have choice but to F**k about it .. They will I scold them I will happy meh ?? I also do not want to scold people .. To me , My SJAB side really SUCKS .. People are not organise , movement were freaking slow and people giving me faces .. I hope as a SJAB we can work together as a TEAM .. Not only that NPCC and NCC I also hope to work with them as one UG .. Studies Stuffs .. Tests ALL coming up .. I am getting complain from my DEAREST POA and EMATH teacher .. Family stuffs .. Sometimes , I really hope my parents should understand me abit .. Don't every single day give me
BLACK face .. I also don't like .. Be understanding abit larhs .. Don't be unreasonable .. NOW .. Lastly .. My relationship stuffs .. When it come to this .. Seriously , I really SUCK larhs .. Like her also don't dare to tell .. For today .. Actually got chance to tell but I never tell .. Then when my things are done , prepared to tell ... She is gone .. Don't know when I will tell her again just hope I won't screw up again and don't get rejected ..
Monday, July 14
8:37 PM
2:46 PM
Here Are Some Pictures I Ask My Friends to Took For me In The NE Show 1 And NE Show 2 ..
Mainy Is About Fireworks Lorhs ..
Actually Still Got Alot More .. I Lazy To Post Liao .. =D
Thursday, July 10
7:56 PM
Today , damm happy lorhs .. Went to buy Nirwana birthday present den meet veronica at adm MRT station .. When I saw her I was happy but nervous at times .. She have changed alot when I last meet with her .. She became more skinny and grow more mature .. =D .. Den I saw Nirwana , I was damm shy lorhs .. My first time so damm shy before lerhs .. I Pass the Present to her and she thank me .. I really want to stay back for a while to talk to them but I really need to rush . So damm unlucky after i gave the present , bus no. 912 came ..
I know I had to board the bus coz i am rushing to cut my hair if not mum will make noise again .. So dammit .. But besides Nirwana and veronica came ... Veron 's bought her group of girl-frens along .. I was even more damm shy and dun dare to open my fucking mouth to tok .. I think I briefly heard her friends asking veronica how she get to know me and all stuff like that .. But lucky I left if not later more embarrassing for me .. I oso dunno when veronica starts to be so damm ke qi to me .. I wasn't very use to it .. But nvm as long I know I still like her is enough .. After I left , in the bus , I was still thinking of her .. WTH lorhs .. Should not think so much lerhs .. Haiz .. Now in her current state , She want to get more friends than a steady .. In her heart , friends are way important than a stead .. She want to study and get back to her friends again .. To me .. The wish of steading with her is not as important as it is anymore .. As long she is happy always , it is fine with me .. I rather to be friends with her nor being steady den she not happy everyday .. No matter what but decision she make , I make support her like I always do .. To me now .. No longer love or like .. She will always be in my heart and brain .. Steading is not a issue now , the issue is i hope her friends can be forgiving abit dun be too proud or petty .. Enough is Enough .. I bet she have suffer enough .. I dun wanna to see her down again .. Veronica , a note to euu .. stay happy always .. dun think about think matters that piss euu off or make euu angry .. Rmb ... I still likes euu .. =D .. I wish Nirwana a Happy birthday in advance .. =P ..
Wednesday, July 9
8:44 PM
Today was a STRESS day for me .. Today , flag raising was a joke .. Adrian the representative form NPCC was damm funny wors .. He raise the national flag damm slow lorhs the school flag reach liao he oso haven reach ( WTH ) .. Coz was raining so we are required to raise the flag quickly .. Den after they have raise the flag up to the top they had to tied the flag string against the pole but Adrian screw up again .. Lucky there is beverley beside him to help if nt Mrs Kok see liao den fcuk us arh .. After that we got the temperature taking exercise .. I hate that , man .. People take finsh temperature can rest liao .. ME lerhs ?? So dao mei !! Mr ben ask to return the list to G.O .. Den I go there when I was just about to leave .. Mr Yap call me to help him to collect ALL upper Secondary attendance list .. I was like WTF but I help him eventually .. I have wasted Half period to collect those stupid lists .. Finally , I have collected all .. Bring down to G.O , Guess what ?? Miss Serene ask me to collect the water bottle and boxes of tissue paper from ALL upper Secondary class again .. I was like **** .. No choice , I am a SaiKang warrior .. So i wasted another half period to collect those stupid stuff .. I went back to class after that den kena Mr ben stare .. I oso dunno why and I oso dun give a damm .. I was like damm tired when I reach class .. So Jialat arh .. First period MATH .. Nightmare arhhhh ... Mr Lim come in .. Tok alot of craps and teach some Math .. Den he ask me to do Graphs but i told me I no Graph Paper den he stare at me .. I no chioce arh so I do it on foolscape paper .. I show him my work .. Guess What he say ... He told me WellDone !! .. After MATH was recess .. During recess , I bought Chicken Cultet rice .. Damm nice lorhs .. But I almost choke .. ALL thanks to Beverley larhs .. She damm fuuny lorhs .. Actullay can use spoon to cut the meat den she use knife and fork den the meat fly away .. I was like brust out with laugher lorhs .. Coz I sit infront of her marhs .. Den second time , she soope the rice in her spoon den she tok to me .. After that she never notice her spoon got rice den she slam the spoon , the rice inside fly out .. I laugh again but dis time I choke myself .. Went to buy Milo .. Drink and recovered .. After recess was Chinese .. YAY !! My Favourite subject .. Today we all do Zuo Ye .. My class do the zuo ye damm slow lorhs untill I sleep liao .. Noting much happen in chinese class but cher saw we so sleep den she play a game with us .. It fun larhs but quite lame larhs .. Chemistry coming up next .. Chem class was fine .. But the my class was damm noisy lorhs .. Ms Ho cannot stand our class liao I think .. I fall asleep at the second period of Chem .. The topic on acids and Base was damm confusing lorhs .. Must go find Ms Ho for Xtra Lesson liao .. SS was next .. SS was damm freaking fun lorhs after Ada Bio gone I began to Love SS .. Mrs Tan is a great teacher .. She teaches well and crack joke on WangJu .. I was being Sabo the present the stupid Sinhalese policy .. But afterall was interesting .. SS rocks !! =D .. Lunch Break after that .. I went to settle some SJAB matter den I go eat back I did not keep Track of the time .. So I am late for English .. As usual larhs , I kena fcuk lorhs .. I did my Planning of the report writing for tmr quickly .. But very piss with mileen lorhs she put my name as her char in her storyline .. WTF .. >.< .. YAY !! Bell Ring ... BUT .. I still can't go home yet .. I got my NDP rehearsal to settle .. So Piss with Fabian .. He give alot of unpleasant opinion lorhs .. Everytime think that he is the boss .. Haiz .. Sometimes he should learn to follow order and carried on .. He should learn to shut up at times whenever its serious stuff .. I shall not touch on anymore .. AHH .. My throat pain liao .. Just now shout command use wrong part to shout so resulting in throat pain .. Haiz .. Mr Soong told me that my NDP celebration activity must redo .. So damm piss lorhs .. Drag until so late den tell me ... Now must busy for Walkathom , NDP and NDP celebration and Teacher's day celebration .. Damm stress .. But I noe with the Support of her .. I will Stand up and work even harder .. Jiayous .. =D ..
Sunday, July 6
9:25 PM
This is a quiz that yani ask me to do den I juz do lorhs .. No harm doing , right ?? =D
01. What disappoints you the most?
Got Rejected By Gals ..
02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Japan ..
03. What's the most romantic thing that you would like to do with the one you love?
Spent a Whole Day with Her ..
04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Of course Not !!
05. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Hope To Have Someone that care For Me ..
06. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Yes .. Money is Not Everything ..
07. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My Loved one ..
08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
To fill up My stupid Walkathom Cards and the rest will be given to my Loved one ..
09. What do you dream of doing in the future?
Doctor Or Policeman ..
10. Do you know who is super junior ?
NO !! I dun giv a damm ..
11.What makes you happy?
If she accept me ..
12.What type of person do you hate most?
Faker ..
13.Where do you see yourself 10years down the road?
Working in a company ...
14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
LOVE ..
15.Why do you love super junior ?
I dun even know who it is ??
16. Who do you like the most ?
Her ..
17. Which cartoon character you like most?
Pikachu ..
18.Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like her?
Hmm . Not at the stage now ..
19.Who do u like best in Super junior ??
Dun give a damm Also ..
20.If you could have a superpower,what would it be?
Teleportation ..
3:47 PM
change skins .. Feeling as per normal .. just thinking that teacher should be more understanding towards us .. We are Leaders .. So What ?? We eat , sleep , cry and talk as the normal humans do .. I are human , we need to vent our anger and stress out .. We can't vent it on euu guys so we decide to vent it in blogs .. So what is the problem with euu guys now ?? Venting face to face to euu guys oso cannot vent on blogs oso cannot .. euu want us to gone crazy arh ?? As euu say , we are Leader .. we have more stress than other do .. we need a place to vent it out .. Isit so diff ?? To me , I just hope that teacher can stand in our shoe and thinks .. Are we really the wrong or euu guys are oso in the wrong ?? Please think carefully ..
