Today was a so-so day .. I not happy and not sad .. Completed quite a number of things today .. I handed in all my E math assignment to Mr Lim Chi Yuan today .. I mastered the chapter 7 .. Actually 7.1 only lars .. =) Trigonometry rocks .. I was very attentive in class today .. No sleeping , No talking and No head on the table .. I was copying my notes on Trigo actively in class .. AHH ~ so happy .. Finally , there is something in Emath I like .. And of course , I am motivated to study by someone .. Haiz~~ I failed badly for my E math Class test .. I only get 25 % .. Going to buck up on Emath liao .. Chiong ~ Trigonometry .. yay .. I have finshed ironing the banner for Teacher day .. POA re-test was a sucky one .. I rmb on my concept of POA before the test but half way during the test my concept all mess up and I forget liao .. Shit .. My A1 fly liao .. Just hope I can pass .. So pissed now when I am posting .. Mum gone nut .. She was ill .. then is like not as if I made her sick one lors .. throw what temper and anger to me .. Dammit .. I Hate you lars .. Spoils my mood of doing homeworks .. i Hate my family .. So shit .. I talk nicely to you to lors .. I never even raise my voice or talk back to you when I get home just now .. the moment I step into the gate .. give me faces liao .. talk nicely abit will die arh .. my day was ruin by you .. let me tell you .. don't go too far .. I have my own pride .. damm you .. nvms .. I shall carry on with my post and not get influence by mum sucky face .. Beverley went back home early today .. Her eyes was in pain maybe watch too much ** cough ** stuff ( no lars .. Just kidding ) I sent her to the bus-stop and waited bus with her .. We talk about her and him .. About whether I should give up on her .. I ask Beverley whether she sense that him and her maybe is steading already .. She told yes .. She also sense it .. Beverley told me to congrat them if they are really together .. but to me , how do I even can do that ?? After I sent Beverley home .. I process back to school to finish my Trigonometry worksheet .. Still thinking that question posted by beverley to me .. Should I really consider doing it ?? =( But I have not seem them this afternoon in school .. maybe they were having a great time together .. who know ?? =X To me now .. Studies will come first .. I want to get good result at the end of the year .. Relationship to me now will come first also but I won't NEED it .. Is just a WANT to me .. but studies to me now is a NEED .. BGR to me is if have then have lors if don't have also no point brood about it .. My turn will come .. I believe .. I will stay happy .. Gan meimei , Joyce , dun worry about me .. I promise you I will stay happy .. =) Back to my Emath now .. Trigonometry-ing ..

Happy again today .. alot of things made me happy .. During POA coaching , I finally understand the concept of POA .. Ms Han gave me alot of encouragement .. I gave myself a challenge .. I want to score A1 for tmr POA re-test .. From F9 ( 6 ) to A1 ( 37.5 ) upon 50 marks .. I will make it .. Starting to feel that Ms Han is a good teacher .. =) For Emath , I finally know how to do my homeworks and I master exercise 9.3 ( wahaha !! ) Is a small achivement i can say .. But of course , I cannot do this alone .. Special Thanks to Leonard , HaoYang and Nasirah ( Cough ** even nenek never do much ) For Social Studies , I am damm interested in the Northen Ireland topic , can .. I also like the way Mrs Tan teach .. She rocks like hell but I Crystal lars .. =) For Chemisty Test .. hmm .. Ms Ho cheated my feeling lors .. =P Saying what the paper is Mr Paul Tan setter but it turn to be herself was the setter of the paper .. The paper was fine lars .. I can say .. I have confident at least I could pass .. =X And she finally talk to me again .. woo ~~ =) although is teacher day stuff but better than nothing , right ?? =O Beverley .. xiexie again for making me happy .. your little action really warm my day , can .. thankful for everything and everyone .. And stay happy ~~ =) ok .. Shall end my post here .. I am going to mug my POA for tmr Test and finish all my Emath assignment and practice more .. Shall hand up all my works to Mr Lim Chi Yuan tmr .. Bye ~ =))

Today damm happy .. happy ~ I have not been so happy for once .. Today I smile all the way in school .. Even I get scolding or commented by teachers I was also very happy .. For very long I have not have this smile .. My laughter is back .. It is just a simple key to my smile .. today dhen I notice .. Actually , I am a very contented person .. For today .. Beverley was the key to make me happy .. She do nothing but only pei -ing the whole afternoon in councilors room .. We did not talk much but i am still happy .. Now , I know what I want .. No matter who .. If a person willing to pei wo to do thing together ... I will be happy and be thankful to that person .. Beverley not only pei wo in school .. She also pei wo walk back home .. This really touched me and made me happy .. These small action from a friend is what I need .. to her .. I really hope she can do these thing for me even in a stand of a friend .. Beverley .. thank for everything .. =) My smile was found back by you .. You pull me out from my darkest moment .. thanks .. You are indeed a great friend of mine .. xiexie .. and Jiayous for your End Of Year .. Once again .. Thank You !! Beverley ..

Tears falling again .. So hopeless .. I do not know why .. Tears just not in my control .. Why do you need to be so cruel .. You don't take me seriously .. I am ok with it .. Why are you ignoring me .. Just because I told you I like you .. Can we like go back to times that I have to tell you about I like you .. Everyday I need to see you working with another guy .. Do you think is easy for a guy to get over it .. Of Course NOT .. I am telling you I am sad every single day , can ?? I do not want people to worry about me .. I do not know why I cried .. Maybe I am weak .. I am not as strong as I use to be .. Maybe because too much rejection causes me afraid to loves someone else again .. Should I even love people at the first place , should I ?? Should I deserve to be loved or to loved others ?? Please get back to the times we use to be , can ?? I do cherish the times when we were friends and you share your stress with me .. I now just want to get over you , can ?? feeling no hope liao .. Mind is confuse .. route is blur infront .. I am what I am ..

My event has come to a end .. Its time for to me to get back to studies track .. I swear those subject that I have fail in class test .. I am going to get back in revenge as in double the marks I get .. This is the challenge I have set for myself .. I want to prove to others I can do it !! I am going to get TOP for my Chinese in END OF YEAR .. Just watch !! I will jiayous derhs .. I want to go on to sec 4N7 eventually go to 5N1 .. now .. I am Choing-ing my E-math for tmr test .. Even if I fail tmr 's test .. Also does not matter .. I will study hard and work even more harder on END OF YEAR .. Wish me Good Luck barhs !! =) By the way , I have stop my tears liao .. Get back to study mode .. I also understand something .. No matter how wonderful is my dream is , I will eventually wake up from it .. Full Chiong for studies lorhs .. =X

Change skins .. My tears are still there but its dry up ..

Yesterday was National Day .. Came back home around 12am .. Too tired to post so decided to post today .. Indeed .. Yesterday was a fun and joyful day for me .. At the same time , yesterday was a sucky and bad day for me .. I had a breakfast with beverley they all at 9.30 yesterdsay before the reporting time .. She did not come .. Breakfast was a enjoyable one .. We reported outside at 10.30 for the bus to come .. All of us boarded the bus ... During the trip to Marina , we talk about some Councilors stuff .. She told me something .. My tone of talking to the Junior Councilors and Senior Councilors really sucks .. She told me alot of the Juniors and Seniors had been complaining about me .. I am sure that will really spoiled my mood .. I kept quiet and glaze at the windows .. Having a deep thought .. Reflecting things I have done to the Councilors .. Maybe she is right , I told myself .. After we alight from the bus , I still kept quiet and walked on .. Ms Lim was asking me whenther am I alright ?? I ignored her and walk on .. When reach the Marina area , the EXCOs there ask us to have lunch .. I am in the mood to post on .. maybe next time I will continued .. I am emo -ing .. =(

Yesterday Preview was a wonderful one .. I meet alots of setback and happy moments during Yesterday 's Preview .. I was Deployed to Navy Blue Sector and was In Charge of the old folk' s zone .. To me , Old Folk should be easy to handle with .. But it turns out to be quite a nightnare .. I talk to a 60 years old lady and told her nicely to sit down because she is blocking others view .. She get piss out I think .. She threaten me that i I bother her again she will kick my ass .. I was shock and also wanted to laugh at the moment .. Her reations was unexpected .. I decided not to allow words to spoil my day so I keep on bothering her to sit down and eventually she sat down quietly .. Then shortly , I met another sucky People .. This time round was a couple .. I told them to sit at the left side of the sector as they need to fill up the place from left to right .. then the husband of the couple scolded me and stare at me .. I was again piss with him at moment but eventually I cool down and they also follow the rules .. There is still alot more sucky people for eg . Reserving place for people , Refuse to move in and walking around during the show .. After the show end , I got my happy moments liao ( YAY !! ) .. When I was ushering them to thee exits ... Most of them say thank you to me .. And even some tapped on my shoulder and told me to keep up the good work and some told me to jiayous .. For that I was warm in my heart and forget those unhappy thing happened in the afternoon .. I began to feel it is worth it to be involved in Ushering .. And of cause , I get to see alots of Chiobu .. hahas ... Most of the chiobu say bye to me and smile at me .. And there is one Chiobu I remember very clearly that she say bye to me and shake my hand and told me to go home early .. I was again touched by her movements .. We had a debrief session after that .. Mr Raymond Huang and the Overall -InCharge , Eugene thank us for our hard and good work done .. And this is the first time I heard Mr Raymond Huang thanking people .. After that , we went home and Mdm Timah Booked a bus for us back to school .. On the way back .. we were running because we are late .. After some time , I discovered that I lost my wallet .. I was shock at that time .. Beverley and some of my friends went around to look for me .. After a seach , they still can't find my wallet .. Then I see a policeman walked past me , I told the Policeman " Sir , I lost my wallet just now ." The Policeman repied " Where did you lost it ?? " I point to the area and say " there .." He ask other Policeman at that area to check for me .. The Policeman told me " One of us found a wallet at that area , so could you please tell me your name and date of birth and what is inside the wallet and colour is the wallet ?? " I repied " My Wallet is black in colour , inside contain my Ez-link card , My name is Jeremy Ang and my date of birth is 13 oct 1993 ." The Policeman bring to me to look for this friend .. The other Policeman give me the found wallat and ask me " Is this your wallat ?? " I told them is was my wallet and I was happy my wallet was found .. I thank the 2 policeman and I walk off to meet Mdm timah .. Beverley was very emo along the way back home , during the show and way to marina in the afternoon .. I guess she is just tired and hope she rest well .. We reached Woodlands at 11. 15 pm .. All of us wanted to eat supper and only some want to go home .. Beverley was one of those wanted to go home .. I was abit blur when she walk .. I scared something may happen to her so I walked her to the bus-stop and she told me her mum will fetch her home .. I leave her and join the rest for supper .. We of us walk to adm Mc to have supper .. I sat with ChaoJian , Evon and Zhenyi .. We eat the food and also talk abit about life .. Then the rest of them wanted to leave liao .. Only the 4 of us still talking .. As soon as they leave , we also leave after that .. Evon and ChaoJian took MRT back home ( >.< ) I ?? I took bus 912 with Zhenyi lors .. We waited for the for damm long and we talk about life too .. I get down of the bus first .. Reached home about 0020 hours .. After bath I eat my " dinner " that my mum cooked for me .. I sms to check on the gurls at 0025 hours to see whenther they have reach home .. Tmr is Monday .. A day long day for me .. Got NDP final Full Dress Rehearsal .. JIaYous !! =)

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