Tuesday, October 28
6:53 PM
Just finish SJAB Camp .. I miss Camp now .. Don't Know why ?? All NCOs working and getting together.. That feeling feel so good and nice .. Shortage of sleep .. I am tired and strengthless .. Today went for my first day of HIPs .. Was again tired and dull .. Chemisty taught by Mr Paul Tan was fun .. EMath and POA still were taught by the same old teacher .. Bored .. English was fine , no comments .. I got to know a friend from Tagbox yesterday .. Same school as me .. We have a chat yesterday .. I feel that her thinking is same as mine .. I took her advice .. Or maybe not .. I will move on .. 6 Years has past .. Things that are not meant for you mean not meant for you .. You can't change it .. I will start to treat her as my best friend as nothing more .. I will want to forget her .. In fact , is a terrible experience for me .. I also give gave my new friend some advice .. Hope that she will take it and move on .. 19 More days to OCIP .. Jiayous .. ^^
Friday, October 17
10:21 PM
Exam done . I have sort of Overcome it . I can go up to secondary 4 . Mr Ben told me . When he was telling us about this in school today .. My heart was like "pump .... pump ...." Finally I clear it . I got what I wanted . But can I overcome more upcoming problem .. Councilors problem ?? SJAB problem ?? Working problem ?? OCIP Problem ?? Or Relationships problem ?? I really dont know . I am in a mess . Why is it that the girls I like does not like me back and the girls that I do not care , like me back . The world is changing . God is beening unfair . Why do human have feeling .. Happy ?? Sad ?? Emo ?? Angry ?? Or Jealous ?? Why is it " Stress " keep on knocking on my door ?? I am already outside her door knocking , just that she do not wish to open the door and she block me outside . One Stress I can take it , small cake .. A few stress I also can take it , no problem .. Several of stress I still can take it , no big deal . A lot of stress I am able to take it , no a great issue . But ?? A small relationships stress can take me down .. I will be tear into pieces and fall hard on the ground . I cant take a small relationship blow anymore . I have enough of it . My " stressproof " heart is worn out . Too many problem cause it to worn out . I do not want fail again . I am scared of waiting . . Sometimes , I really feel like crying in school . But ?? I cant .. I promise her to be strong and not to cry . Even if I met a big problem , I will not cry .. Crying to me was once a source of venting stress and anger .. But now , is no longer a solution .. I am really tired .. I wanted a another " Stressproof " vest .. Or best still , a key to solution .. I am still waiting ..
Sunday, October 12
3:12 PM
别人说：
爱情就像咖啡。
不加糖时，淡而无味。
加糖时，瞬间甜滋滋的。
但是，
咖啡喝久了，总是会有腻的时候。
还有人说：
爱情就像一场梦。
再美的梦，都会有醒来的时候。
梦醒了，
不管多么轰轰烈烈的感情，
都得，
画上句号。。
我说：
爱情就像一份契约。
每一个契约都有自己的限期。
限期一但到了。
就代表缘分完了。
是时候，
各走各的。
单恋，
是一种煎熬与折磨。
如果，
单恋发生在初恋时，
将是一件，
很痛苦的事。
你知道吗？？
Friday, October 3
9:49 PM
Today my post I will keep it short and unsweet .. ( hahas ) Geography Paper was fine but quite a killer .. Question are straightforward but answer required are long .. EMath Paper 1 was easy , when I am doing it I have no problems except for some questions .. Thank You , Mr Soh .. After Exam , went to have lunch .. Then I tutor Rema they all on Chemisty . ( Wahaha =D ) After that was Mrs Oh turn to tutor me physics ( 0k , she wins =P ) I went into the library after coaching to study on physics but I fall asleep . Dammit , because of yesterday 's Midnight oil . Ok ~ the end for my post .. I am preparing for chemisty now .. Chiong arh .. ( ai pia~ cai eh~ ya ) hahas .. =D
Thursday, October 2
11:59 PM
Dear Blog ,
Everything is alright before the interview rusult came out . My mood are fine . After school at 3.15pm , all the sec 3 councilors meet Mr Chong at councilor room . Mr Chong told the rest that did not turn up for the interview that they will be in the home team meaning to say they will be supporting the team that is going to Thailand in Singapore . Their main role is to engage the whole school in this project .. Follow up , Mr Chong wanted to tell us the result of the OCIP interview held on tuesday . But most of the councilor were not there .. So he decided not to say first but alot of the councilors told him that the rest will be coming down at 3.50pm so Mr chong decided to wait for them to come down then tell the result . Mr Chong gather those people that went for the interview in councilor room again . This time round with those councilor that 3E3 councilors were present also .. Before Mr Chong tell us the result he say alot of things - bla~bla~bla~ As Expected , all the EXCOs were in . But to me , getting in I am not happy at all neither I am glad .. All I can say , those deserve to go , never go . Those does not deserve to go , go .. What a nice result ** Although I am unhappy about the result , I will still perform my best in the trip .. I will not let emotions take over me .. Even I think they dont deserve to go but I will still treat them as a team-mates and take care of their welfare when needed =D I will prove to those people that does not deserve to go that I will do my best . =)) And Now I am Chiong-ing my Geography for tmr .. I am aiming for an A1 if I could .. I am going for to burn some midnight oil today .. Sleeping at 2am today , wish me good luck barhs .. xD
Wednesday, October 1
8:28 PM
Dear Blog ,
Today is Hari Raya Puasa
8 Days left to my last Paper =)
12 Days left to my Birthday =))
22 Days left to last Day of my school =D
24 Days left to my HIPs :p
43 Days left to attending ADSS Concert :)
44 Days left to get my I/C :D
46 Days left to Ms Lim Hui Qi Birthday =P
47 Days left to OCIP XP
87 Days left to her Birthday xD
92 Days left to 2009 :DD
