I have once promise that I will pass Principle Of Accounts and score at least a B3.
I did not break my promise.
Although we are not together anymore.
I still want to show you.
I have just gotten an A1 for Principle Of Accounts CA2.
No matter what , No matter who are you.
Promises are meant to be fulfill.
I also promise that I will be the top 10 in my class.
I am working on it now.
I doing all these. Not for the sake of you.
But the sake of myself.
Is just happen that these are the promise I once made to you.
Whether or not you are reading my blog.
It's encouraging.

I have cleared my most fearful subject.
English Language.
Upon clearing it , I felt confident about it.
Paper 1 was manageable.
Composition wise. I tried a different style of writing.
The question was " What can we do to make Singapore a more gracious and a better
place to live in? " .
Although I did not try the argumentative question.
But I wrote my essay in a argumentative based.
I wrote in my idea and views about the topic.
I wrote in a way that I ask a question to the marker. But I answer it myself.
I hope the change in style of writing will bring me better grade.
Paper 2 all I could say is tedious.
The passage 2 is easier than the passage 1.
The summary writing was much easier than past practices.
But , I believed.
The murderer for my paper 2 shall be the comprehension close.
I was killed by that section. My brain was frozen and no answer came out of my mind.
I can groan and moan all I want.
but the fact is ,
the paper has ended.
Tomorrow shall be a day where I unleash my potential.
Maximise the area that I am strong in.
A showcase of my ability in Chinese Language.
Let wait and see.
I am grabbing that A1.
I am leaving the examination hall with the status of A1.
hahas.
All the best for myself.
Jiayous.
xD

I say this in advance.
Pardon me , ladies.
I not trying to judge girls or whatsoever
neither do I being a stereo-typing person.
This is what I observe in my school.
There is a trend.
I felt that,
Secondary 1 girls are interesting people.
Secondary 2 girls are rebellious people.
Secondary 3 girls are unique people.
Secondary 4 girls are mature people.
Secondary 5 ? Being the most senior in the school.
They are wonderful people.
Why do I say that ?
Secondary 1 ladies are cheerful and friendly at times.
Some are rude and childish at times.
Their emotions are overwhelmed.
They do not know how to control yet.
Facial expressions will be the best way to express their thought.
I can say they are naive at times.
That is the reasons why I say they are interesting people.
Secondary 2 ladies have their own opinion about things.
So they tend to fight for their thought.
Some thinks that they are always right.
But some upon having their opinion about matters , they still hear others out.
Those who are self-centered.
As a result, they are being rebellious.
Secondary 3 ladies has a mixed of every character.
Everyone has her own style. Resulting in the uniqueness.
Some are extremely selfish individuals while on the other side some are extremely
kind individuals.
You can find people with leaders quality and vice verse , people with followers quality.
That why I say they are unique people.
People that are full on wonders.
People that changing constantly.
I have the most interaction with secondary 4 ladies.
Why do I rank them as mature people.
The reasons are very simple.
Being Secondary 4 ladies.
Be it mentally or physically, they have gone through a lot.
They are well prepared in case of any problem arise.
When things go haywire , secondary 4 ladies will react in 2 ways.
One is to panic and ask other to solve it.
The other is to stay calm and analyse the situation.
Most of them will fall under the second category.
I have made the right choice to rank them under the words "mature".
As the most seniors ladies in the school, I present to you the Secondary 5 !
They are kind-hearted people.
They forgive and forget.
They help other in needs.
Most importantly , they never complain.
Helping people to them is a habit , not an act.
S0 who else deserve the tittle , " wonderful".
None other than our seondary 5 students.
In fact , this have been observe from both the males and the females.

I am extremely encouraged by Mrs Rebekah Lim.
I was impressed by her words during Oral just now.
I was very nervous till I could not utter a word.
But she somehow or rather motivates me.
She did not do much either, just by her words.
Her words motivated me to speak, like as though she is my normal friend.
The session of oral was like friends chit-chatting.
Very relaxed.
After I have finished the Oral conversation with her.
She told me that I have done relatively well.
And I was very polite to the examiner which turns out to be her. ^^
She told me if I maintain this standard for N' Level, I will be able to score.
Ok , let's place Oral aside ... Shall we ?
I felt that my command of English has improved gradually.
But on the other hand ,
I felt that my command of Chinese has dropped tremendously.
Can't I just have a balance of both my languages ?
Can't I just juggle my languages equally ?
There is a person that really impressed me.
That person share her CCA achievements by speaking to the school on the podium.
For a first-timer like her, I could only say she was awesome.
Frankly speaking, when she is at the podium.
There were no sign of nervousness or shivering.
She was very stable on the podium.
Her good command of English serves as a bonus to her.
These are all based on what I hear, I see , I feel.
Eh folks , I am NOT bias , ok ?
Ok , back on the track on Studies ! Let's go !!
Preliminary Examination is coming in less than 72 hours.
The first paper - English Language.
That is the subject that I fear most but yet the most important of all.
Combined Humanities will be my third and fourth papers.
The content of both Social Studies and Geography that is needed for Exam.
When you lay them out, it is certainly longer than the yellow river in china , I think.
Mind you , that is just N' Level.
I wonder how much of content required in O' Level ?
And there is so much so much of format to remember for Principles Of Accounts.
It's driving me crazy ! The homework of that subject come in dozen by dozen.
How am I able to spare any time on revision for that subject ?
Oh god , Do you have any energy pills for me ??
I am seriously lacking of time for homework and revisions. I did make full
use of my 24 hours but it just seems not enough.
I am desperate for my hours of sleep. I have not been sleeping for more than 5 hours a day.
I need my rest, urgently ...
And I am sure my dream will miss me.
Tomorrow will be another fatigue day for me.
Another round of intensive revision.
Wish me all the best and hope I won't collapse ~
[ Pardon me if there is any tenses or sentence structure errors in this post ,
I am learning xD ]

Firstly ,
I would like to congratulate our school's Guzheng Ensembles and Chinese Dance.
Both of them left the SYF's stage with a GOLD award.
For Guzheng Ensembles , that is their 6th GOLD award.
For Chinese Dance , that is their 1st GOLD award.
** claps **
To my friends in this 2 CCA ,
A job well done and your efforts did not go to vain.
Those hours you put in , those sufferings you endure.
Have finally paid off !!
Once again , Good Job !
Hope to see both CCA doing even better for SYF 2011.
Secondly ,
The blame should be place on the students OR the teacher if the subject syllabus
is not covered fully ??
My answer will be : It depends.
If a teacher is trying his/her best to finish the syllabus of that subject, but he/she
still can't finish.
The efforts is there , I shall say the teacher shall be spared and on top of that ,
the teacher should be encourage to do even more.
If a teacher did not finish the syllabus of that subject, and he/she appears motionless
and focusing on the wrong things.
People ,
let me ask you , can this teacher be spared ?
Is the teacher at wrong ? maybe is both party's mistakes.
Is it fair to the students taking examinations ?
I reserved the comments to myself.
I will leave it for people to judge.
And I am worried about my Elementary Mathematics syllabus.
Next week marks the start of Preliminary of N' Level.
Yet the syllabus is unfinished.
Lastly ,
I am getting a bit restless nowadays.
And having a short attention span.
I get stress up easily.
And migraine has become my friend.
I will tend to lose my focus on things which is not academic-related.
And I want to do things which I told myself not suppose to be done.
Oh dear,
what's happening to me ?
I am worried about tomorrow's Chinese Oral.
I want nothing for tomorrow but the best !
I demand nothing for myself but the best status for Oral !
I want to do well !
xD

I did not expect people out there will ranked me.
Be it in the area at studies or the area in Leadership.
I always thought I am not the best still.
Frankly speaking , I am so flattered.
I always thought that I had given others an impression being an impatient individual.
Ok. Put that aside .
Today's Principles Of Accounts Continual Assessment 2 was simple.
I could not hardly find any reason to fail the test.
Except for some carelessness.
I should be able to score an B3 or better still an A2 for that.
Teacher are going crazy nowadays.
And I know it by heart that they meant it well.
Homework and revisions are piling up.
No matter how fast I complete my homework. There will be the next one coming up.
It seems like a continuous process. On and On.
I can say my stress level is directly proportional to the amount of work given.
Grey hairs looking for me , Migraines acting in my head .
The pressure is there. A strong aura I sense.
The impact could be powerful. The side-effects could be fatal.
Whether we choose to groan and moan , Or simply just pull it through.
Our decisions will determine the outcome.
What you reap now will determine your harvest later.

I know it seems to be too early for me to worry about my tertiary Education now.
I haven clear my N' Level yet.
But ,
No harm planning ahead , right ?
In my opinion.
Taking the Junior College route.
The advantages are ,
- It takes shorter time to complete. [ 2 years ]
- A direct admission to university.
- An A' Level Certificate.
- The nature of teaching and the style of learning is similar to University.
The disadvantages are ,
- It could be tedious.
- High risk of failing General Paper.
- The syllabus can be concentrated.
- It requires a high level of self discipline.
Taking the Polytechnics route.
The advantages are ,
- The timetable is based on self.
- The nature of teaching and the style of learning is relaxed.
- A Diploma Certificate.
- It's less stress and is manageable for most people.
The Disadvantages are ,
- It takes longer time to complete. [ 3 years ]
- You must be in top 10% in the whole entire polytechnics then you will be posted to a University provided if your GPA is more than 3.5
- The nature of learning and the style on teaching is different from University.
- You will only specialise in the course you take so it is not a full spectrum.
If I take the JC route , I will be 19 years old by then.
If I take the poly route , I will be 20 years old by then.
Woah~ I am that old by then.
BUT ,
before all that could happens.
I must take O' Level .
In order to take O' Level , I must promote to secondary 5.
In order to promote to secondary 5 , I must clear N' Level with a EMB3 19 or below.

I am exasperated .
After those public duties and night study .
They drained me totally .
Preliminary Examinations are around the corner .
I am satisfied with my current performance so far .
My grades are climbing up .
Getting the taste of As .
The feeling was remarkable .
I am eyeing for 3 As for N level .
On top of that , my level of effort put in has increase tremendously .
I want my success .
I want to prove to those people that left me when I needed them the most .
I want to prove to them that I can survive and get the taste of success without you .
I want them to know , giving up on me is their greatest loss .
i want to make my parents proud .
I want a nothing but the best future for myself .
I believe , I dream , I can .

Tittled: 给我你的爱
By : Tank

等待一点一滴
你对我感到安心
感觉朋友关系
有了新的默契
便利商店里
谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在　
喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱
让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱
手拉着手
不放开
就算宇宙爆炸
海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里
有我的拥抱
雨和天空也有相爱的可能
望着你的微笑情不自禁
给我你的爱
让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱
手拉着手
不放开
就算地球毁灭
来不及流泪
只愿你的记忆里
有我的拥抱

For this post .
I am typing it in Chinese .
A discussion about relationship matters .

I am here to report about my results so far .
I get my Chemistry and Chinese letter writing results .
Here are my result so far .
Physics -> 17.5 / 25 ~ 70 / 100 [A2]
Chemistry -> 28 / 30 ~ 93.3 / 100 [A1]
Chinese Composition -> 34 /50 ~ 68 / 100 [B3]
Chinese Letter Writing -> 16 / 20 ~ 80 / 100 [A1]
Combine Science [Phy/Chem] - 82.7 % [A1]
Chinese - 71.4 % [A2]
I have achieved 2 Distinctions for CA 2 .
Received the Chinese TYS .
I may need to habituate .
And , I got back my English composition practice .
I finally pass ! But not a good pass -> 16/30 ~ 53.3% [C6]
Tomorrow going write a essay about International Friendship Day and Youth Olympic Games .
I am having 4 period of Physics tomorrow .
Tomorrow will be another fatiguing day , I guess .

Principle Of Accounts .
As quotidian , lessons was stodgy .
My Physics grade .
Remains constant .
I am struck with an A2 .
Fortuitously ,
the marks of the first test and the second test
IS THE SAME !!
I got a feeling that my chemistry will not perform as well as the first test .
Tomorrow I will be getting my Chinese and chemistry results .
I just came back from night study .
Finished bathing and eating .
Feeling exhilarate .
Night study was a total platitudinous .
I realised that I had made a wrong move .
Night study is all about study and study .
BingYi was playing the role of a joker .
Cracking stupid joke and doing stupid actions .
I was gurgling throughout the session .
He really never fail to cheer me up .
I declare .
I have my fears in Elementary Mathematics .
Elementary Mathematics assignment has one last page remaining ...
Sigh ~
I have to attend the repetitious night study on this coming Thursday ..
Oh gosh ~

Hey Folks !!
Please judge this .
I handed in my sleazy Principle Of Accounts assignment .
Guess what ?
My Beloved ( NOT ! ) Principle Of Accounts teacher kind of misplace my assignment .
She owed me a explanation .
Indeed , she has given me the explanation with " I cannot find your paper .. "
The most convulsed part .
She asked for a redo .
YES !
Your ears are cleared .
REDO .
I know I should not say this but what the heck !?
I did my assignment and just because teacher couldn't find it .
I need to redo for the sake of her .
I'm stunned at a moment .
Argh ~
Forget it .
She is the teacher after all .
It is pointless for me to argue with her .
As one word from her may cause myself a suspension .
I will just REDO my miserable assignment .
Apart from that .
English lesson by that intolerant teacher was alright .
Did summary for the lesson .
My level of anger towards that intolerant teacher has gone down .
But he still owed me an explanation .
Principle Of Accounts lesson .
As quotidian , the lessons was platitudinous .
Geography .
Geography was platitudinous too .
I was awarded a lollipop as the answered the question from teacher correctly .
- Just a message for teacher if they are viewing my blog or whatsoever .
1) This is my blog .
2) I did not pin point any teacher name in particular .
3) I am just expressing how I feel towards certain matters .

Woah ~
I had spent in total of 10 hours today on homework and revisions .
1 hours on Social Studies homework .
9 hours on Elementary Mathematics intensive practices .
Imagine how much ink I have wasted ?
Feeling a bit restless now .
I need to survive the triple period of that detestable Principle Of Account later on .
So convulsed .
On top of that . I need to attend my most important subject , English , with a intolerant teacher .
A sad life I lead , huh ?
I have found out the problem now .
After several month of thinking and reflecting .
The conclusions I made is .
Maybe because ,
I gave her too much that she could return .
I love her too much then she love me .
This are the factors I think led to the end .
But , who cares now ?
My only focus now will be my studies .
Elementary Mathematics is simply too much for me .
I'm overheating ..
Mathematics is killing me .
Silently .......

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