That history shall repeat itself ..
I hope not.
But,
the settings are the similar.
The same source for meeting.
The same issue. The same feeling.
This time round, the feeling is mixed.
Maybe due the fact that.
Impact shall always be impact.
Fear shall always stay.
I told a girl the same things like what I told another girl 7 months ago.
But, what I told her only last us for 29 days.
I am afraid about the current one.
I dare not cross the line.
Because I know the limits.
She is like the girl that broke off with me 7months ago.
Still holding on to a fail relationship I suppose.
I manage to help that girl to walk out. But eventually I was dump.
YES ! I was dump .. in a Cruel manner ..
I am not sure whether this current girl will walk out ?
Or even IF she walk out, what will she do ? What can she do ?
Stress ..
Has been always my friend since the day that girl dump me.
I know this girl have shown concern to me.
I should have be more willing to accept.
Once failure does not equals to forever failure. I thought so.
Sometimes, things just go haywire ..
I have to follow according to the flow ..
And finally.
I have decide to walk out.
And seek for a new life .
New self.
And a new
chapter of my story ....
