I am confused.
6 months has passed.
Recovered from that injury.
Healed from that wound.
Calmed from that trauma.
It's seem like everything is back it's original state.
But, till recently.
I am having some thinking in mind.
The things that she forbid her partner to do.
When I was with her, I was allow to do so.
Every time when I think about this issue.
It just confused me.
Since I am different from any other partner she had.
Why does she choose that dead end to walk?
Until now, I still have the urge to know what happen to her.
I may have get over that incident.
But,
the impact after the incident will haunt me through.
I will never forget the smile she put on.
Please allow this to be the most wonderful memories for me.
I may never have that again.
Beautiful incident does not come easily.
Now,
she have found herself another partner.
It seem like it's time for me to bid goodbye to the memories I had.
It's my turn to find myself a partner now.
However,
finding one does not affect my studies.
That is fact that cannot be deny.
The nights with empty blankets.
The nights with speechless background.
The nights with lonely computer.
And, the nights with silent phone calls.
I have enough of it.
All this,
ought to come to an end.
That' it.
No more.
