Finished today's Paper.
Elementary Mathematics Paper 1 was set by Mr Ravin.
Paper 1 was manageable.
Maybe because I put in a 100% effort to do it.
Physics Paper wasn't that good compared to Mathematics Paper 1.
Paper was set by Mr Oh.
Mr See told us to memorise all the formula.
I did memorise all. But, guess what?
The questions on those formula is only 30% .
The rest are all theory based. Dammit.
Physics was disastrous.
I doubt I could even get a B4.
I need to work extra hard for Chemistry tomorrow in order to sustain my As in Combined Science.
Principle Of Account, I met Ms Han just now.
I thought she will going to nag at me for leaving a question blank.
Surprisingly,
Instead of being admonished, I was being praised by her.
She told me that my Principles Of Accounts improve tremendously.
Mathematics, I was again being praised by teacher for my effort put in.
This time round was Mr Siva.
He told me he could see the urge for improvement in me.
He wants me to continue to work hard.
Ok, Let's put all the praises aside.
Time for some criticisms.
Ms Toh, my Chinese teacher told me that I scored badly for my Chinese this time round.
I did not meet her expectations.
She told me that if I carry on in this standard. I will score a B4 or B3 in N level.
In which this is the last thing she wants to see.
She asked me what exactly happen to my standard of Chinese.
I reply that, I focus too much on English Language rather than Chinese Language.
Then she dump me with a statement..
This is what she said : " I want you to focus on your Chinese more until August ! "
What the heck !?
I focus on English, Chinese teacher unhappy.
I focus on Chinese, English teacher displeased.
What they want me to do !?
I am having migraines almost everyday.
I am trying very hard !
But,
it seems that fate is toying my life.
Subjects I used to score or understand very well.
Till now, things have changed.
I score badly for those I used to score.
I don't understand subject I used to.
Vice-verse
Subjects I used to fail or dislike.
Currently.
I am scoring them and develop understanding in those subjects.
What the hell exactly happened to me !?
Sometimes, I just feel I am alone.
Sometimes , I get wear out easily.
Sometimes, I feel like being a fool.
Sometimes, sometimes , sometimes.
There is just too much sometimes in my life.
Or should I change the perspective of mine ?
The way to see things.
Maybe now, I am not doing as bad as I think.
Maybe I am just giving myself too much pressure.
Maybe I am just over demanding on myself.
Maybe I am being too harsh on myself.
I don't know.
Similarly, there is too much maybe in life.
