Pardon me if I sounded like I am judging you.
I am not.
I always thought that YOU are very mature.
But,
Your blog post prove me wrong.
I was piss.
Not at you.
At the way you treated your own life.
You know you are the eldest at home.
Your dad is down. Your mum and you are the only ones running the family. I guess.
But,
You can choose to simply play with your own health.
Is discouraging to hear that.
Hey, I know I am in no position to judge or to give any comments about this.
But please wake up !
Stop being so emotional.
So what if no one give a damm of you?
Life still goes on.
Do you really think no one give a damm of you ?
People does.
I believed you are confuse between either people do not care for you
Or you do not want to people to care for you.
There is a great different , mind you.
Academic is important.
But academic is like money.
Can you trade academic with health ?
Can you trade academic with happiness ?
Of course NOT.
If you really love your parents.
The first step you take will be.
Do not play with your own health.
Your life is given by your parents.
What makes YOU to decide whether you harm it or protect it?
I know you are mentally strong.
So what ?
If you are physically weak.
Then even if you are strong in the mind/brain.
It's useless.
You need to a have a balance in both.
Please.
Don't toy with your own health.
Take it seriously.
If you are reading my post , I am talking about YOU.