Sometimes ,
I do not understand myself .
I used to pursue power
I got it eventually .
Now ,
I want knowledge .
I fully understand how scary human greed was .
I used to believe that power was everything .
I want nothing but the best positions .
Being a Exco of Student Council and a Senior NCO in SJAB .
The Parade Commander for last year NDP and the President of last year National Day .
I got what I always wanted .
I tried to ask myself .
Am I really happy when I got those power .
Being a leader ?
It is what I always wanted ?
I worked so hard to where I am now .
What is the point ?
I lost my grades .
I lost my friends .
I lost my time .
I lost my freedom of speech .
I lost my the girl I love .
I lost myself .
I have lost everything .
Is that the price I paid for being a leader ?
I could say , Is way too much .
Many people on envy such position . such power .
Holding such power .
My greatest regret is .
I lost myself .
If I am giving a choice again .
I would rather be an ordinary student .
" Power comes with great price . "
This is what I conclude from experiences .
