Recently , I spotted some signs that was very weird .
Nowadays , whenever I think of her .
I was suffer from a series of bad cough .
And it happen all the time when I think of her .
People out there could say it is just a mental block or whatsoever
because I just simply couldn't care less .
It's Feb 2009 .
I just can't deny the fact that I still couldn't put her down .
I have to be honest to myself .
What do I want ?
I could not blame her for all those side effect .