Thursday, January 29
11:32 PM
My Study Plan .
Subject Studied
- English
- Chinese
- E-Math
- POA
- Geography
- Social Studies
- Chemisty
- Physics
- Biology [ Self Studied ]
Term 1 ,Week 4 ; Day 9
[ 290109 ]
Subject Revision : Chemisty and English .
1 hour of Chemisty . 1 hour of English .
Status : done !!
Term 1 ,Week 4 ; Day 10 [ 300109]
Subject Revision : Biology .
30 mins of Biology .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 5 ; Day 1 [ 020209 ]
Subject Revision : Social Studies .
2 hours .
Status : In progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 5 ; Day 2 [ 030209 ]
Subject Revision : E-Math and Biology .
1 hour 15 mins of E-Math . 45 mins of Biology .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 5 ; Day 4 [ 050209 ]
Subject Revision : Geography and Physics .
1 hour 15 mins of Geography and 45 mins of Physics .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 5 ; Day 5 [ 060209]
Subject Revision : POA .
30 mins of POA .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 6 ; Day 6 [ 090209 ]
Subject Revision : E-Math and Chinese .
1 hour 20 mins of E-Math and 40 mins of Chinese .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 6 ; Day 7 [ 100209 ]
Subject Revision : Chemisty and Biology .
1 hour of Chemisty and 1 hour of Biology .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 6 ; Day 8 [ 110209 ]
Subject Revision : English and Social Studies .
1 hour and 15 mins of English and 45 mins of Social Studies .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 6 ; Day 9 [ 120209 ]
Subject Revision ; Physics and POA .
40 mins of Physics and 1 hour 20 mins of POA .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 6 ; Day 10 [ 130209 ]
Subject Revision : Geography and Biology .
1 hour of Geography and 30mins of Biology .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 7 ; Day 1 [ 160209 ]
Subject Revision : Social Studies and Chinese .
1 hour of Social Studies and 1 hour of Chinese .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 7 ; Day 2 [ 170209 ]
Subject Revision : E-Math and Biology .
1 hour and 20 mins of E-Math and 40 mins of Biology .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 7 ; Day 3 [ 180209 ]
Subject Revision : Physics and English .
1 hours 15 mins of Physics and 45 mins of English .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 7 ; Day 4 [190209 ]
Subject Revision : Chemisty and E-Math .
1 hour 20 mins of Chemisty and 40 mins of E-Math .
Status : In Progress ...
Term 1 ,Week 7 ; Day 5 [ 200209 ]
Subject Revision : Biology .
1 hour 15 mins of Biology .
Status : In Progress ...
Quotations : " If you think you can , you can . If you think you can't , you must . "
" Life , we will find a way ."
" Adaptation through interaction for survival . " 12:09 AM
I put on new clothings for my blog .
Starting afresh ~
I cannot imagine days without my councilors duties and roles .
I am moving towards it .
I fear.
I am used to the busy lifestyle with Councilors and heavy roles as a EXCOs .
Can I not step down ?
The answer of most teachers will be , NO !
My grade are not up to mark yet .
It's still unstable .
But ,
I believe it can be push .
I am sleepy this year .
Placing my head on the table and doze off ..
I do not know the reasons why .
Even if the lessons is interesting or I have enough sleeping hours .
I will still doze off .
Last year , It was not an issue .
This Year , It turn out to be a problem .
And one thing ,
I am sick of planning and Brainstorming ..
Thinking and kept on thinking ..
My thinking cap has worn off ..
I need more time to fix it .
It been has seriously damaged throughout the 29 days .
Now ,
It's damaged and empty .
Awaiting for it to find new source of Oxygen .
I don't care how people look at me . Or how they judge me .
I am who I am .
I will make things happen instead of letting things happen .
That's me .
I am turning soon ..
Good Night , peeps .
Just to let you know .
When I am typing this post .
It's . 29 Jan 2009 , 0024 .
Sunday, January 25
3:49 PM
今天是新年除夕 。
今年的新年过的平平淡淡 。
没什么好留恋的。
我的身子一天一天的恢复 。
终于忙完了。
但是，我始终还是有一口气在心里。
出不来， 进不去 。
时间过得好快 。
新的一年即将来临 。
我静下来 。
凝视着2008 。
可惜啊~
那口气 ， 好想好想 。
的全面性把它排除掉 。
Monday, January 19
11:39 PM
Tmr lesson so fierce ..
First Period - Home Period By Mr Ben.
Nagging will be entering my ears ..
Second , third and fourth Period - POA By Ms Han =(
POA three period .. Sure doze off one . ='(
Recess Time - Countless Duties ..
Tiring ..
Two period of English By Mr Ben after that .
Quite boring ..
Chemisty By Mrs Weelan in Air-Con Room
Shiock arh xD .. Chemisty rocks !!
Physics By Mr See ..
Damm fun .. Interesting .. I love him as my Physics Teacher loads .. <3
After School ..
Chinese New Year dance dry run with my follow dancers @ 3Pm to 4Pm .
After that , I will be revising on Chemisty .. And touch on a bit on my Biology ..
Biology will be a part time subject for me as I have interest in that ..
Woah ~
I will be studying triple sciences ..
xD Just Kidding ..
- Combined Physics / Chemisty .
- Pure Biology .
I am searching for sources to learn Higher Chinese better ..
I want a improve and a raise in my Chinese ..
Others will think that I am crazy .. Because I can't even settle my Basic subject ..
I still want to take Pure Biology and Higher Chinese ..
Because I like , I wish and I believe .
12:50 AM
It's time to let it go .
I will let it go but I will still care .
Every words I said to you .
I mean it .
Do not have doubt in my words .
I don't care you know new guys out there or whatsoever .
If there is another guy that loves you and care for you .
I will give you my blessings .
But ,
Let me serve this these as a warning to those guys you have known .
Better jolly well don't bully or cheat you .
If not .
我会不择手段，抵死都把他们干下去。。I am rather happy to see you on task again and found your love again .
Myself .
I will move on too .
But ,
I still hope you will talk to me .
我好想念你的声音。
I am moving on ..
Past has pass ..
No point holding it .
But ,
It will serve as a lesson learnt .
A important lesson in life .
Saturday, January 17
1:59 PM
我现在终于明白这句话的意思.
" 我深爱的女人却是伤我最深 "
我第一次深爱的女人.
我以为可以有个依靠, 有个伴.
到头来 ,
一场欢喜 , 一场空 .
我 , 宁可受皮肉之苦 .
也不要受尽精神的折磨 , 还有无形的压力 .
我这一次 ,
伤得不清 .
摔得遍地鳞伤 .
Thursday, January 15
9:06 PM
This Year ,
I am involved in Chinese New Year .
Planning of course I will be doing .
But .
Performing is the first time ..
With my fellow Councilors .
This time round .
I will be Jeremy a.k.a “ 大头”
I will not reveal what we are doing .
But ,
I am sure it will be entertaining ..
xD
Da Tou ---->
We are still in the process of choosing costumes .
And finalizing stuffs .
hahas .
Watch how We , Councilors shine during Chinese New Year Concert !!
=)
Wednesday, January 14
10:17 PM
最近我在研究一本书。。
是一本精品散文。
有关文化 ， 哲理。
书上写道 :
" 人际关系永远是双向的 , 学人者人恒学之 , 助人者人恒之 , 敬人者人恒敬之 , 爱人者人恒爱之 .
同时, 说人者人恒说之 , 整人者人恒整之 , 害人者人恒害之 , 虚伪应付人者人恒虚伪应付之 . "
那本书我还没研究完 .
后期还会选些句子放在部落格里 .
Monday, January 12
9:39 PM
Firstly ,
Before I should say anything .
Congrat for your O level chinese ..
A1 ..
Guess what ?
I cried again today .
I felt so weak .
So powerless .
Useless .
N level in coming around the corner ..
I am trying ..
But am I puting in effort ?
Am I keen to get good grade at the end ?
I need a dozen of painkillers ..
I was flooded ..
With agony ..
Anguish .
I should not be stressing over these stuffs .
I should be focus on N Level ..
When I saw you in school just now ,
I have the urge to congrat you and talk to you .
But I know I am not allowed to do it .
Even a simple " hello " .
I will still be contented ..
I would like to vent it out ..
But I can't go back to old ways .
So .
I choose to let out my tears instead .
The moment when it was let out .
It can't stop ..
Heavy tears escaping from my eyes ..
Jumping downwards ..
My eyes were swollen .
Health had been a downfall for me .
That useless dislocated arms ache again .
Both eyes was swollen due to the super lack of sleep .
Heart was cramping recently . Don't know why ?
Having cramp on legs and hands very often .
I am drained and stress .
My concern now is ,
I may afraid I talk you .
You will avoid me .
Time really flies ..
Too much deep down underground ..
I cannot see light neither can I stop it .
I choose to be blind , mute and deaf .
To cure my illness ..
Sunday, January 11
1:38 AM
我有些事情很想告诉你，很想让你知道。
那份被你弄断的项链 , 我一直带在身上.
那颗你给我的相思豆, 我没让它离开我身边.时时刻刻都携带在身上.
我每一份每一秒都没曾把你忘记.
我跟你在一起的记忆是最深的. 牢牢的刻在我心, 我脑 .
每当我路过或是前往那些我们俩去过的地方, 我的心如刀割 .
那些美好的回忆把我吞噬.
寂寞无助得感受 , 不好过.
空虚的感觉 , 是一种煎熬.
Thursday, January 8
9:22 PM
Just Came Back from Temasek Polytechnic Open House .
The school compound was huge . I nearly lost my way in there .
Going so far from Woodlands to Tampines .
What the purpose then ??
To know more about the course - : Psychology Studies
And these are what I found out :
Psychology is a fascinating field that give a deeper understanding of human behaviour and mental processes . Its multi-disciplinary nature provides you with a broad foundation and prepares for a wide variety of careers to choose from .
And I found out why I like Psychology Studies :
1) Psychology is useful with its broad range of real world applications ( from enriching personal lives to inter-personal relationships and organizational effectiveness ). Communication ( written and oral ) as well as research skills developed through psychology is readily transferred into a large number of careers .
2) Psychology will stretch your potential in helping others. Investigate and find strategies to help people overcome psychological problem ( eg. depression and anxiety ). Seek to understand and help people change their attitudes and behaviour .
I want to go to the School of Social Sciences in Temasek Polytechnic .
I get to know a new course in Temasek Poly .
- Gerontological Management Studies
Sound cool too .
working and planning for Elderly .
P & P -
Planning their future after retirement for them .
and Provide financial services .
Seems meaningful
xD
Wednesday, January 7
11:17 PM
Why ??
I know we cannot be friends . At least .
Even stranger meet in the eyes .
Their eyesight will view across you .
For you .
I know very strongly that you know I am watching you .
You ignore my views and walked pass .
That is the treatment worst than a Stranger ..
Do I really deserve that ?
I watched more than once .
You replied .
None of it .
Sad and Emo .
Has no longer enough to express myself .
Now ,
It's Anguish .
I once told you I have a " stress bag " in my brain .
I told you it will brust in every couple fo month ..
But now .
This bag is full ..
The amount of stress inside the bag is increasing everyday .
I need a drug .
To reduce Agony .
To forget Stress .
I lost the someone to walk the path with me .
I am really dead beat .
It's time to study .
N level is coming around the corner .
I want to prove somethings in my results
- Sense of Secure -
Monday, January 5
11:48 PM
What makes Girls more attactive ?
Not their Looks or Size ??
Is their Mind , Brain , Heart and soul .
9:20 PM
I am tired .
Recently , I am busying with a lot of event .
I am stock up with jobs .
I am drained .
Secondary 1 Orientation - Logistics Team .
CCA Orientation - SJAB [ Secondary 3 AC TOC Team ]
I am planning not to get so busy this year .
But .
Before 2008 could end .
I was already flooded with works ..
Now , Its 2009 .
More events coming up .
I wanted to study this year .
But ,
I can't .
So many jobs pending for me .
Lots of juniors waiting for me to guide and teach .
I am going to TP open house on one of the date - 8 ,9 ,10 Jan 2009 .
Who wants to go or interested in TP ??
Sunday, January 4
12:35 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
Agony come knocking on my door ..
How I wish I could celebrate with you .
Share the joy with you .
I know is impossible .
Enjoy your day ahead .
Spent it with your family and friends .
Dump all your worries into the bin .
Saturday, January 3
2:47 PM
黑暗中的我们都没有说话
你只想回家
不想你回家
寂寞深的像海太让人害怕
温柔你的手轻轻揉著我的发
你的眉眼说你好渴望我拥抱
你身体却在拼命逃当欲望在燃烧
你爱我还是他
是不是真的他有比我好你为谁在挣扎
你爱我还是他
就说出你想说的真心话
你到底要跟我 , 还是他
爱~爱~爱~爱~
这是不是命运
对我的惩罚
爱你也没办法
恨你也没办法
陷在这个旋涡
只想挣脱它拉
住你的手
却让我也被拖下
你的眉眼说你不渴望我拥抱
每当爱变成了煎熬你就开始要逃
你爱我还是他
是不是我可以做的更好
让你不再挣扎
你爱我还是他
我宁愿听到残忍的回答
也不要再被甩
你爱我还是他
我为你找了一百个理由 ..
我就是那么傻 !!
你爱我还是他
是否沈默代替你的回答
我应该明白吧 .
你爱我还是他
你都已看不到我们的好
我还为谁牵挂
你爱我还是他 ~~~
是否沈默就是你的回答
我们都别挣扎 , 去爱他 ...
1:35 AM
Tmr will be your day.
Enjoy it .
Spent with family and friends .
Stay Happy .
Smile .
Take good care of your health .
That 's all from me .
Happy Birthday in advance .
xD
Thursday, January 1
12:18 AM
It's 2009 !!
The first day .
It's 12.25am now .
3 more days to her birthday .
1 Jan 2009 .
16 days has passed ..
Without You ..
Time really runs ..
Agony still running ..
Never pause since the day you left .
I can't hardly breathe now .
Because you took my Air .
Agony .
Cost a lot .
My Arm . Tears . Pain . Blood . Time . Fears . Belief . Effort .
You know how to stop it .
But you refuse to do it .
I want to be back to the state that we just known each other .
It's a new year and that is my only hope .
All I wanted was ,
Friends again .
Is that so hard ?
I leave the decision to you .
My Agony .
Stop it or not ?
