I have stop crying .
Not because I have given up .
I know now is not the time to brood about it .
Tell you somethings .
After all the things you have done to me .
Indeed .
You are heartless and cold-blooded .
But .
I did not Hate you .
I am sorry .
For some reasons .
I gave you some empty promise .
And after this relationship .
I regreted .
Things that I can get it in this relationship .
I cannot get it anymore again .
Because .
Its has ended .
There is certain take-away from this relationship .
I have become stronger after all those crying .
I knew how important friends were .
And one more thing .
Things are not meant for you . No point hold on to it .
Sometimes ,
If you let it go , you will feel sad .
But I believe the other party will be happy .
So why not ?
Let it go .
Tell you another thing ,
I am not angry .
Just abit sad and disappointed .
Trust me .
Maybe ,
I am still not good enough for you .
But .
No matter what .
I will not forget those days we spent together .
Those words you said , I will not forget .
I have given you empty promises not because I wanted to give .
Is just that time does not allow me to complete it .
I promise
. To bring you to Toa Payoh to see some old buildings .
. To allow you to try out all the fast food outlets in singapore .
. To celebrate Xmas with you .
. To take a ride at singapore flyer with you .
. To countdown to 2009 together .
. To study together everyday in school in 2009 .
I have some regrets .
After it has ended .
. No one will ever give a damm whether I burn my hand during work .
. I cannot hear you say : Zomo ? Chi Da Bian La ! Sai!
. I cannot call you Mrs Ang anymore .
. I cannot hear you calling me Mr Ang anymore .
. I cannot hug you or hold you hand tightly anymore .
. My arms and shoulders will be empty .
. I cannot care and take care of you anymore .
. I cannot say : Ice Cream Lies YoYo and Ice Cream Mugging YoYo anymore .
. I cannot look into your eyes anymore .
. I cannot cover you from danger anymore .
. I cannot walk the path to your house with you anymore .
I cannot anymore ....
Past . Let it pass .
I really don't bear to let it go .
But ,
I have to .
I think the days without me .
You will be happy .
Just keep it in your heart .
You may have returns my stuff and my love back to me .
But ,
My love will always be there .
Lead a happy life !
Don't be anti-social again .
Don't get so stress .
You have friends around you .
Always SHARE with them .
Once again ,
I thank you for your 29 days spented with me .
Its has been a fruitful month for me .
And .
Do take care of your own health .
休息是因为想走更长更远的路 。
