Why do I always create changes in others life ?
Why is it becoming my Vision ?
I want people to change my life too .
I was changed the in past .
I enjoy it .
But ,
It ended fast .
I am sick of changing others life .
Yup . Indeed .
Serving is my Passion .
But .
I need somebody to serve me back .
I keep on giving .
I am lacking of things to give now .
I am empty .
Sometimes .
I recall back .
If you were still with me .
Will i be so tired now ?
Untill now ,
I know is a bit stupid .
But I still hope you can turn back .
I may not need you physically .
But I need you mentally .
I am drained .
I keep on using my brain .
To solve problem for others .
But when it comes to my problem .
I am a failure .
I have failed you and that why you leave me .
I really dont want to think so much .
Its killing me .
But I know I cannot stop it now .
It has been a habit since the day we met .
Maybe I am useless ?
So no point keeping me ?
I do not know .
I only know .
I am following my heart now .
Not my brain .
Brain Cells is dying fast .
Ever since you left .
I am empty ..