Today is our 1 month .
I guess it is not important to you now .
I want to tell you ,
I cherish every single day that I spent with you .
Every hours with you is also important to me .
I do not understand why there is a quick change in you .
But somethings I do understand .
my feelings towards you have never change .
I know myself that I can't give what you want .
But ,
I can promise I will try . I will do my best .
Since you have given me a chance from the start .
Why not now ?
Things that you do not like .
I will avoid it .
So what you can't give me what I want .
I do not give a damm .
It is correct that if you dont polish your gemstone .
It will rust .
But ,
Even if you dont polish .
A gemstone is a gemstone .
You dont polish it then let it shine your day instead .
I do not know days with me .
Are you happy ?
But . I can comfirm .
I am . Even without extra things .
Even if I need to stress my brain to guess what are you thinking about .
I am still happy .
I am glad to have you .
Sometimes . Being with a person .
As long you are happy .The person with you will be happy too .
I really don't want to end it .
Don't worry .
I will take care of myself and study hard .
What I promise you , I will do it .
But ,
you said it once to me that you fear of empty promises .
But ,
why are you giving it to me .
I also fear of that .
I admit I am stress of a lots things .
With you , I am able to cope .
I know that day was a haywire .
Those promises we made .
I still keep it in my heart .
I really want to carry on .
Even you don't love me from the start .
Give me a chance to love you .
I don't wish to end it .
Like you say ,
at first you really did not expect you will end up with me .
See ?
things that you thought was impossible happened .
Why not now ?
I don't know why are you holding back .
I can tell you .
I am not going to hold back anymore .
So what you are going very far .
Even if I can't follow you ,
I am willing to support you .
Maybe ,
It is my mistake to think of so much things .
To have so much concern .
Give me a chance again ?
Anything is possible .
