I have lost the point of living .
I do not know why .
I hate the old me .
But ,
I am turning back .
I needed you the most now .
But I think I made you angry .
I needed care and concern from you .
But now .
I am alone .
I am flooded with tears as I type this post .
I am overloaded .
Sometimes .
I did not meant not to listen to you .
But ,
Sometimes .
I really can't do what you tell me .
If I really piss you off .
I am sorry .
I useless .