I am feeling for the worst .. Alot of feeling in mind .. I could not make a decision .. Emo ?? Sad ?? Angry ?? Disappointed ?? Or wanting to crying .. I do not have a answer now .. People always say being loved or care is the most wonderful things in the world .. Is this statement true ?? I questioned myself .. Does everything have his/hers limit ?? What if overshot the limit .. What will happened ?? I really dont know what to do .. I am lost again .. I have already try myself to cheer you up .. what more ?? You make me feel hurt .. I am use it .. nevermind .. I just want you to be happy .. And that all I request .. If your scolding or insulting can exchange your happy smile .. I tell you .. Is worth it .. I really want to love you .. Care for you .. all these stuff .. How I wish one day I am not using the views of a friend .. I am having mood swing recently .. I still bother to care for you .. infront of you .. I dare not show my weak area to you .. I want you to know .. I can lend you my ears if you need to complain .. I can lend you shoulders if you want to cry .. all the things I do .. I do not wish anything back from you .. I just wanted you to be happy .. Every year , my birthday wishes .. I wish for you to be happy daily .. This year birthday wish .. I am going to wish for the same thing .. I believe it will come true one day ..