Today was a so-so day .. I not happy and not sad .. Completed quite a number of things today .. I handed in all my E math assignment to Mr Lim Chi Yuan today .. I mastered the chapter 7 .. Actually 7.1 only lars .. =) Trigonometry rocks .. I was very attentive in class today .. No sleeping , No talking and No head on the table .. I was copying my notes on Trigo actively in class .. AHH ~ so happy .. Finally , there is something in Emath I like .. And of course , I am motivated to study by someone .. Haiz~~ I failed badly for my E math Class test .. I only get 25 % .. Going to buck up on Emath liao .. Chiong ~ Trigonometry .. yay .. I have finshed ironing the banner for Teacher day .. POA re-test was a sucky one .. I rmb on my concept of POA before the test but half way during the test my concept all mess up and I forget liao .. Shit .. My A1 fly liao .. Just hope I can pass .. So pissed now when I am posting .. Mum gone nut .. She was ill .. then is like not as if I made her sick one lors .. throw what temper and anger to me .. Dammit .. I Hate you lars .. Spoils my mood of doing homeworks .. i Hate my family .. So shit .. I talk nicely to you to lors .. I never even raise my voice or talk back to you when I get home just now .. the moment I step into the gate .. give me faces liao .. talk nicely abit will die arh .. my day was ruin by you .. let me tell you .. don't go too far .. I have my own pride .. damm you .. nvms .. I shall carry on with my post and not get influence by mum sucky face .. Beverley went back home early today .. Her eyes was in pain maybe watch too much ** cough ** stuff ( no lars .. Just kidding ) I sent her to the bus-stop and waited bus with her .. We talk about her and him .. About whether I should give up on her .. I ask Beverley whether she sense that him and her maybe is steading already .. She told yes .. She also sense it .. Beverley told me to congrat them if they are really together .. but to me , how do I even can do that ?? After I sent Beverley home .. I process back to school to finish my Trigonometry worksheet .. Still thinking that question posted by beverley to me .. Should I really consider doing it ?? =( But I have not seem them this afternoon in school .. maybe they were having a great time together .. who know ?? =X To me now .. Studies will come first .. I want to get good result at the end of the year .. Relationship to me now will come first also but I won't
NEED it .. Is just a
WANT to me .. but studies to me now is a
NEED .. BGR to me is if have then have lors if don't have also no point brood about it .. My turn will come .. I believe .. I will stay happy .. Gan meimei , Joyce , dun worry about me .. I promise you I will stay happy .. =) Back to my Emath now .. Trigonometry-ing ..