I am god damm stress .. SJAB stuffs .. National Day stuffs .. Parade stuffs .. Councilors stuffs .. Studies stuffs .. Family stuffs .. Relationship stuffs .. I so tired already .. I don't want to carry on anymore .. SJAB stuffs .. My NCOs all not working together .. Some Piss with me .. Some emo against me .. Some do not want to cooperate .. Some were on the same boat as me .. So ?? What is this ?? We are one TEAM , one NCOs .. Should be working together not fighting against each other .. I noe Haziq and Nabila had tried their best to stop ALL this nonsense .. But if only two of them were working and the rest are not .. That is not enough .. This is not what I wanted .. National Day Stuffs .. I was stress because of National day in the past but now I got Hazmie to help I am no longer Stress and I am very thankful to me .. Parade Stuffs .. I beileved alot of people complain about me and F**k about me .. To me , It does not matter.. I just want to get the parade organise and because of Some of them , their were way damm too slow .. I have choice but to F**k about it .. They will I scold them I will happy meh ?? I also do not want to scold people .. To me , My SJAB side really SUCKS .. People are not organise , movement were freaking slow and people giving me faces .. I hope as a SJAB we can work together as a TEAM .. Not only that NPCC and NCC I also hope to work with them as one UG .. Studies Stuffs .. Tests ALL coming up .. I am getting complain from my DEAREST POA and EMATH teacher .. Family stuffs .. Sometimes , I really hope my parents should understand me abit .. Don't every single day give me
BLACK face .. I also don't like .. Be understanding abit larhs .. Don't be unreasonable .. NOW .. Lastly .. My relationship stuffs .. When it come to this .. Seriously , I really SUCK larhs .. Like her also don't dare to tell .. For today .. Actually got chance to tell but I never tell .. Then when my things are done , prepared to tell ... She is gone .. Don't know when I will tell her again just hope I won't screw up again and don't get rejected ..
