Today , damm happy lorhs .. Went to buy Nirwana birthday present den meet veronica at adm MRT station .. When I saw her I was happy but nervous at times .. She have changed alot when I last meet with her .. She became more skinny and grow more mature .. =D .. Den I saw Nirwana , I was damm shy lorhs .. My first time so damm shy before lerhs .. I Pass the Present to her and she thank me .. I really want to stay back for a while to talk to them but I really need to rush . So damm unlucky after i gave the present , bus no. 912 came ..
I know I had to board the bus coz i am rushing to cut my hair if not mum will make noise again .. So dammit .. But besides Nirwana and veronica came ... Veron 's bought her group of girl-frens along .. I was even more damm shy and dun dare to open my fucking mouth to tok .. I think I briefly heard her friends asking veronica how she get to know me and all stuff like that .. But lucky I left if not later more embarrassing for me .. I oso dunno when veronica starts to be so damm ke qi to me .. I wasn't very use to it .. But nvm as long I know I still like her is enough .. After I left , in the bus , I was still thinking of her .. WTH lorhs .. Should not think so much lerhs .. Haiz .. Now in her current state , She want to get more friends than a steady .. In her heart , friends are way important than a stead .. She want to study and get back to her friends again .. To me .. The wish of steading with her is not as important as it is anymore .. As long she is happy always , it is fine with me .. I rather to be friends with her nor being steady den she not happy everyday .. No matter what but decision she make , I make support her like I always do .. To me now .. No longer love or like .. She will always be in my heart and brain .. Steading is not a issue now , the issue is i hope her friends can be forgiving abit dun be too proud or petty .. Enough is Enough .. I bet she have suffer enough .. I dun wanna to see her down again .. Veronica , a note to euu .. stay happy always .. dun think about think matters that piss euu off or make euu angry .. Rmb ... I still likes euu .. =D .. I wish Nirwana a Happy birthday in advance .. =P ..
