WANNA-BE-MYSELF

My mentor

2010-07-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

I was rather sad during investiture just now. Most of the councilors have their teacher mentor around but mine wasn't there. Why was I sad ? The utmost important person in my entire leadership journey was not able to see me stepping down from the council today. He is like a father, a coach, a teacher of course, a tutor, a leader and a mentor.Just like what Mr Siva have said, " Every leader is a gem. they are waiting for teachers to polish them. By doing that, they will shine. I was a unpolished gem 3 years ago but I am a well-shined gem now. This was his efforts. I am proud to say that his efforts have not gone to waste, I am a awesome leader under his guidance. Also, I would like to say this. Without him, without the current Jeremy. This wonderful person that impacted my life in leadership so much is, Mr Jack Chong. Thank you, Mr Chong !

My holidays

2010-06-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

This June holidays is coming to an end.
I cannot doubt the fact that this holiday is full of surprises.
From bitter to sour to sweet.
From black to yellow to blue.
From laughing to storming to crying.
Not forgetting. This June holidays also have been a fruitful one.
First & Second Week, I had June intensive for 2 week.
It was indeed beneficial. And I really needed that from the school
Third Week, I had SJAB camp and some fun.
Bonded with all level varies from Sec 1 to 4. Make new friends. And karaoke sessions on Wednesday. Made a visit back to Malaysia on Thursday to visit beloved grandma and fellow cutie cousins. :D
Last week, I will be finishing up all my assignments and making revisions. Getting myself prep for the term to come.

sigh.

2010-06-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

Dear Blogger,
It's over.
I have lost.
Tears have dried up.
I guess it's time to put down every single thing.
Place your past down.
And search for your future.
You have won.
My time and efforts have gone to waste.
I did not benefit from it.
I guess more or less you did.
It's doesn't matter now.
Since you want friends?
I give it to you.
All along I wasn't given any chance to make a choice.
Never once.
So now.
I am putting a fullstop to it.
No worries.
I won't cry anymore.
It's uselss.
I guess.
Through more experience, you will forget your old ones.
Maybe those hurtful ones.
I'm starting afresh.
Focuing on one.
And of course.
My O'level ! :)
With love,
Jeremy.

wosh

2010-05-31T21:53:00.003+08:00

HELLO !!
It's the last day of May !
And, I have cleared my O'level Chinese Paper.
Although it may be the last day of the month.
But, my intensive lessons is just getting started tomorrow.
Phew~
1 down.
5 subjects to go.
1 more months to DPA.
5 more months to O'level.
The clock is ticking.
We do not have much time left.
My heart starts yelling,
" POLYTECHNIC !!! I AM JOINING YOU IN 6 MONTHS TIME ! YOU WAIT FOR ME !! "
To : 安慧，恩典，继融
We are at the semi-final.
Next round will be our Prelims 2.
And finally the GCE O'level examinations.
Keep up the good work and hardwork.
FIGHTING ! :)
From : 子刚

sigh2

2010-05-18T21:06:00.001+08:00

Get back some of the Prelims 1 results.
I am not happy with it.
EL - I don't know yet.
CL - B3.
EMath- F9.
Combined Science(Phy/Chem) - A2.
POA - B3.
Combined Humanities(Geog/SS) - I don't know yet.
I miss my As for CL and POA by 1 or 2 marks respectively.
If not I would have gotten 3 distinctions.
Sigh~
EMath.
I have to get other teachers to help already.
Depending on the current one does not help at all.

sigh

2010-05-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

Tsk.
In a blink of an eye.
It's already mid- May.
I have :
EXACTLY
2 WEEKS
FROM
THE
CHINESE
GCE.
O'LEVEL
EXAMINATIONS
All the best !
Aces ! Aces ! Aces !
( sounds like a volleyballer )
:P

struggle

2010-05-02T16:32:00.002+08:00

唉~
内心的挣扎.
除了自己,还有谁知 ?
一直以来,我都认为那不可能发生在我身上.
我一直对这种情感,感到非常恶心.
一直都觉得讨厌.
但,
我万万没有想到.
有一天, 自己将陷入这种抉择.
这种我一直都无法接受.
现在竟找上我.
千头万绪涌上我脑海里.
压得我头昏脑胀.
是时候突破了吗?

sigh

2010-04-15T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hey ! Humans from Earth !
I have something that I am unhappy about.
I want to SAY IT OUT LOUD !!
" SOME PEOPLE SIMPLY HAVE NO LIFE. WHAT DO THEY DO ?
THEY INVADE OTHERS PRIVACY. AND COMMIT STUPID, FOOLISH ACTS.
THEY JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND A VITAL VALUE OF
RESPECT ! AND SOMEMORE, IT IS OUR SCHOOL CORE VALUE. "
For goodness sake !
Get a life, dude !
And
Ps : POA is driving me nuts ! Argh ~ :(

long

2010-04-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hello, mates !
I would like to apologise for not updating my blog.
It had been a hectic week for myself.
Especially during the experiential week.
Many activities took place during the week.
I would like to summarise my whole experiential week (X-week)
First,
We had sandcastle building on the first day of X-week.
It was a tedious one as the sun was not kind to us on that day.
Subsequently,
I attend a 3-days English workshop in school.
It was all about oral communications and Comprehension/Summary skills.
The trainer was AWESOME ! She conducted her lessons in a orderly manner.
The way she spoke motivates me to speak like her.
Moreover, besides attending the English workshop.
I also attended the Secondary 2 YOG Camp. I was there to facilitate my
Secondary 3 juniors. I would say they started off in a disastrous manner.
However, they managed to wake their senses and change their strategies.
Eventually, they excelled in it. Some of them had a breakthrough and soared to a greater height.
Being their senior, I was utterly pleased upon such change.
Finally,
I went to kota Tinggi/Desaru, Malaysia for a 2D1N Geography field trip.
The rationale of this trip is to enable us to see what we have learnt in our Geography textbook. At the same time, to allow us to witness how man impact
the environment. And also, TO HAVE FUN ! :)
The scene at the Kota Tinggi waterfall was magnificent !
Followed up, we had a hike up a local tropical rain forest.
It was tiring though but the experience made the hike worth it !
I could say, it is indeed an eyeopener for me ~
Afterward, we had a beach studies.
I went to 2 different beaches.
Rocky beach VS Sandy beach.
I manage to find seashells on the rocky beach but none at the sandy beach.
I was able to identify some of the coastal protection measures such as
Breakwater and Gabions.
On the whole,
this X-week had been a fruitful and AWESOME one for me.
Many takeaways and experience gained.
Now,
it's time to work real hard for O'level !
Words are cheap.
Let's put it in action now.
Prelims coming really soon.
Next week will be my orals.
Peeps, wish me luck !
And
have a good aye !
:)

please turn back

2010-03-22T22:07:00.003+08:00

It does really hurt when you see your friend going from bad to worst.
And you cannot do anything to help.
This kinda of feeling is frustrating.
Good friends bring you good influence that bring success to you.
On the other hand,
Bad friends bring you bad influence that lead you to failure.
Like what Mrs Kok always said, " choices have consequences "
Many of us know this quote inside out.
But how many of us really understand it ?
I suppose a very small number of us comprehend the meaning behind it.
Isn't ?
I am at the mist,
of giving up.
I can't help unless the victim help themselves.
My strength alone, is limited.
It takes 2 hands to clap.
I can only wish that you turn back.
And work hard.
All the best, my friend.
With Regards,
Jeremy

data

2010-03-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

I finally realised how challenging O' level can be.
I still remember I was having doubts when I saw my Express
friends struggling with O's last year.
After experiencing it myself, I thought what they went
through really reflected how tedious O' level can be.
Or even worst than that.
Frankly speaking, N' level is just peanuts compared to O' level.
Why ?
The different in standard shows in my CA 1 results.
Compare them.
At N' level,
English Language - Grade 4 ( Equivalent to a D7 or worst in O' level )
In CA 1,
English Language - E8
At N' level,
Chinese Language - Grade 2 ( Equivalent to a C5 or worst in O' level )
In CA 1,
Chinese Language - F9
At N' level,
Elementary Mathematics - Grade 3 ( Equivalent to a C6 or worst in O' level )
In CA 1,
Elementary Mathematics - C6
At N' Level,
Combined Science (Physics/Chemistry) - Grade 3 ( Equivalent to a C6 or worst in O' level )
In CA 1,
Combined Science (Physics/Chemistry) - A1
At N' Level,
Combined Humanities (Geography Elective) - Grade 4 ( Equivalent to a D7 or worst in O' level )
In CA 1,
Combined Humanities (Geography Elective) - C5
At N' Level,
Principles Of Accounts - Grade 4 ( Equivalent to a D7 or worst in O' level )
In CA 1,
Principles Of Accounts - A2
- The data shown above won't lie. That is indeed the difference in level for N' and O' level.
- Out of the 6 subject, ONLY 4 met the MSG.
( 3 subject went over the MSG, 1 just merely met it. )
- Out of the 6 subject, ONLY 4 credit passes.
- Out of the 6 subject, ONLY 2 scored distinctions ( A2 and above)

JY

2010-02-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

Since you INSIST, I shall NOT PERSIST then.

stupid

2010-02-16T01:30:00.002+08:00

JEREMY ANG !
Are you dumb ?
Stop thinking about the stupid past.
And get your ass moving.
Please quit being an idiot !
No one will acknowledge it.
You will only cause damage to yourself.
6 years of your life had been wasted.
Do you want another 6 more years to go to drain?
Focus on what is important.
Damm you !

homework.

2010-02-11T21:23:00.004+08:00

Upcoming assignments for the CNY holidays.
English Language
1) Letter writing.
2) Yishun Town secondary Prelims paper 2.
Elementary Mathematics
1) Trigonometry worksheets.
Chinese Language
1) Formal and informal letter writing's mind map.
Physics
1) Worksheet on Electromagnetic Spectrum/ Sound waves.
Chemistry
1) Revise on Chapter 2 : Redox.
2) Complete the worksheet on Redox.
Social Studies
1) Complete the worksheet on the SEQ's outcome for Chapter 1.1 : The Gulf war.
Geography
1) Read up on Chapter 4.
Principle Of Accounts
1) Singapore's top 15 schools Secondary 3 Express worksheet on BDA.
Ps: Tons of it, right ?

2010-02-08T00:47:00.002+08:00

I am inspired to do my best and well in English Language in O'level
by DMC ( diploma in Media & Communications ) at Singapore Polytechnic. :)

:(

2010-01-31T20:48:00.003+08:00

I went to Republic Polytechnic to study.
Decided to grab a quick bite at their canteen.
So I went to a particular stall to order my food.
This is the conversation between the stall vendor and I ;
Me : Auntie, I want set meal A.
Stall Vendor : You give me min arh.
Me : Auntie, how much is the set meal ?
Stall Vendor : Hmm, you stay at the hostel there arh ?
Me : No ? I am not a student here ?
Stall Vendor : Then which university you study in ?
Me : =.= Auntie, I am 17 this year.
Me : By the way, how much is my set meal ?
Stall Vendor : Sure or not !? 17 year old ? don't bluff me lerhss ~
Me : YES. I am indeed 17 this year and how much my meal cost !?
Stall Vendor : Walau.. But your face looked like 25 years old lerhs ?
Me : Auntie, how much is my meal ????
Stall Vendor : My son only 18 this year lerhs. He look much more younger than you lerhs ?
Me : (Fed up) CAN I PAY FOR MY MEAL ? AND HOW MUCH IS IT !!?
Stall Vendor : * shocked * Ok larhs. $3.40.
Me: Thank you very much ~ *Phew~ *

film

2010-01-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

Jeremy Ang Production presents,
a Jeremy Ang film,
starring Jeremy Ang,
featuring Jeremy Ang
in 'The Jeremy Ang'.
:)
Copyrighted from Beverley Ng, Jan 2010.

;)

2010-01-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

I have set aside every Saturdays for a day of studying.
- Studymania ! :)
And every sundays for POA revisions.
- POA-Mania ! :D
I will be fully packed with O'level.
And my partner will be books and notes.
I guess.
:)

sigh

2010-01-23T00:04:00.001+08:00

Maturity has a price to pay.
Growing up isn't easy.
I guess I may have to return back to basics.
I have rushed my growth and force myself to grow up in the past.
And that is the price I am paying now.
It seems to everyone that I have moved on.
Indeed, I did.
But will they know what kind of way I chose ?
I chose ...
to bury it.
Bury at the deepest level in my heart.
Sealing off all my emotions.
That is how I did it.

xD

2010-01-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

Love's in the air ~
And
I'm lovin' it !
:)

Ps: People, don't mistaken.

I just being random here. Ok ?

stupid kok ,

2010-01-18T21:43:00.003+08:00

" Eating food is a waste of time to a O' level student therefore,
O' level student cannot eat. "
- A Selfish anonymous.
" A O' level student must be selfish enough to reject
a teacher when they are in need of some help. "
- A Menopause anonymous.
" A O' level student is ban from speaking in mother tongue '
to their mother tongue teachers. "
- A Ridiculous anonymous.
Lastly,
A O' level student should focus on getting As for English and fail all the other subject.
:)
And the anonymous have suffer from Senile Dymentia.
Aww ~ that's sad ! :)

2010-01-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

I'm suffering from a "migraine".
Why ?
The problem is more tedious to tackle compared to any of the EMath question.
So what's it ?
Someone whom is damm stubborn.
Asked her to have her meals.
But, she just simply won't listen.
Tell her nicely to eat.
She told me that she'll try.
I was pondering.
Is eating an difficult task to complete ?
She's a sportsperson.
She needs food for energy.
Yet she is not taking them.
So, how can I not worry for her ?
* I suppose there is no need to reveal her big name.
She know who she is.
And, I guess she will be reading this.
Upon read this.
Don't just read.
EAT !
:)

math

2010-01-10T14:19:00.002+08:00

I AM SO FRUSTRATED WITH ELEMENTARY MATHEMATICS !
On average, every 2 question I attempted.
I will get struck.
And, just after a holiday.
I forget 40% of my Elementary Mathematics knowledge.
Therefore,
I am NOT staying at home now.
If I did, I will go bonkers.
I am going out to seek HELP!
ASAP ~
Bye ~
:)

xD

2010-01-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

I shall make a report on what I did today.
I Had fun today.
Went out with Amerlin, Joyce and Fabian.
Visited Singapore Polytechnic.
The place was packed with people.
Lunched @ their foodcourt.
They served nice food there. :)
Joyce needs to go off for Church service after that. :(
So the rest of us went over to Republic Polytechnic to study after that.
Fabian was extremely noisy. :D
Kept on talking since he sat down.
Non-stop.
Went to causeway after homeworking.
Supposedly I am buying stuff at Popular.
But, Fabian need to go off.
And, Amerlin's mum called.
Her mum asked her to go Yishun, Northpoint to meet her.
Hence, I followed her over and bought stuff at Yishun's Popular instead.
Dinnered at Yishun, Northpoint. :)
* Ps : Sorry for blogging in this manner. I know it's dry to read blog like this.
By the way, I just discovered that.
Amerlin shared the same passion/desires as me ~ !!
She wants Psychology as her course in Polytechnic too !
Woo ~
:)

homework

2010-01-07T19:47:00.002+08:00

Today's "Menu"

Chinese formal letter writing.
Chemistry TYS MCQ.
EMath Practices.
~~Geography worksheet.~~ ( Completed )

2010-01-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

我现在正在追看“海派甜心“。
对于男主角，林达浪/薛海（罗志祥饰演）的遭遇。
我感同身受。
曾经经历一段，
很认真的感情。
但同时，
也受到了很大的伤害。

Yay!

2009-12-27T19:58:00.003+08:00

I'm extremely delighted today.
Why ?
Reason being very simple.
My wish came true after 2 years.
I went out with Veronica. :)
Today is her big day.
Her birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER :) !
Went to eat @ The Cafe Carmel.
Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.
I still owe her presents.
But will get for her soon.
She finally turn 16 !
:)
Tmr working night shift.
Going to come home late again.
School starting will be in a week.
Time really flies ~

chip

2009-12-26T01:21:00.004+08:00

Just came back from work again.

I know it's a bit late to say it now.

But,
MERRY CHIRSTMAS !

hahas :)

We had a Chirstmas party yesterday.

Had fun !

Exchanged gift.

Guess what I gotten ?

* drum roll please *

............

<--- This is my new chippy. :)
*cute hors ?*
I hugged it with me all the way from city hall to woodlands.
hehe :D

drink

2009-12-25T04:37:00.003+08:00

I drank some liquor after work yesterday.
By the way, I just came back.
:)

haizzzz

2009-12-20T20:52:00.002+08:00

After knowing that heartbreaking news.
My heart sank deep down.
She never knew.
And,
I knew the reasons behind it after a year.
Breathless ...

2009-12-18T19:10:00.002+08:00

Got back my GCE N'level result.
Personally, I think I could do better.
This is not my standard.
Above are my grades,
English Language --> B4.
Combined Humanities --> B4.
Elementary Mathematics --> B3.
Combined Science (Phy/Chem) --> B3.
Principles Of Accounts --> B4.
Chinese --> A2.
CCA records --> 32 points (A1).
EMB3/L1R4 --> 16points.

visit

2009-12-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps !
Sometimes I do wonder why people spam ?
Is it because they have too much time ?
Or they just simply lacking of grey matter ?
Hmm.. I suppose spammers pathetic creature.
Or I should say they are lonely species.
We're given 24 hours a day.
Most of us complain that it isn't sufficient.
But, I guess these spammers simply have too much time to spend.
Alright.
Let's get back to business.
To rebut the point that "ur mum " has made.
Stating that I need to do something to my lips.
First, my lips is natural. I can't do something to go against natural course. :)
Second, you claimed that you're my mum. Which simply means you gave birth to me.
So if I have such lips, should I place the blame on you ? :)
Third, I blog because I have emotions and feeling to express about. Human do have emotions and feeling, don't they ? unless you're not one.

haha

2009-12-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

I updated some details of my blog.
I'm lazy to update the rest.
Shall update another time.
I have finished updating my blog !
Cheers !
:)
6 more days to getting results.

sorry

2009-12-07T01:32:00.002+08:00

Sorry people.
My blog is under construction.
And,
to make things worst.
I accidentally deleted all my blog link. :(
Please tag me with your blog link,
so that I could link you guys back.
Sorry for the inconvenience cause.

haiz

2009-11-29T01:25:00.001+08:00

- What's the most corrosive stuff in the world ?
I replied, " it's loneliness.. "

haiz

2009-11-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

I was being replaced.
I was being defeated.
I was depressed.
I was discouraged.
and now,
I don't wish to think about you again.
Please leave my memory alone.
I guess, it's the end.
Agony shall be removed.
and,
I shall move on..
:)

talk

2009-10-31T01:46:00.002+08:00

I am obsessed in chit-chatting..
I want to chat with people.
I love to speak with people.
I want to talk !
:)

xD

2009-10-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

I have planned out.
Just in case, I am not able to promote to Secondary 5.
I am NOT going to ITE.
Instead,
I am taking private G.C.E O' level Examination.
I am going to choose my own subject combinations.
I have planned out what I wish to take.
- English Language
- Chinese / Higher Chinese
- Elementary Mathematics
- Additional Mathematics
- Combined Science [ Bio/Phy ]
- Chemistry
People may think that I am dreaming or I am unrealistic.
But,
I am telling those people.
I am not !

moody

2009-10-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

Finally,
She got settled down.
I was relief .
I guess it's time.
To settled myself down.
I understand the fact that things could not be forced.
Things have to be done willingly.
I will take it easy.
If things can't go my will.
I will move on.
:)

haiz yo

2009-10-24T23:17:00.004+08:00

damm !
I have been using this word quite often.
Phone gone haywire.
Headset spoiled.
Prepaid flat.
All my tools for communication have played a prank on me.

haiz

2009-10-22T16:37:00.003+08:00

Oh damm !
Can I place a full-stop to everything !?
My mum is making noise.
My dad is holding on to his stupid ego.
My sister is making a fuss out of nothing.
Things changed..
Times changed..
All of this happen so sudden.
Stress is piling up for nothing. It's challenging !
Care and concern seems to ditch me ?
Or there is a gap between it ?
I don't know. I don't know.
I really have no idea what is going on.
Things are going haywire..
My mind too.
I am going crazy as it seem to be.
Playing the role of a good person has been always on my mind.
Can I just throw away that from my dictionary ?
I've a lot of thinking..
The amount is too much for you to imagine.
I was drown by my own thinking.
The amount is huge till it took over me.
And it's still increasing ...
I should not have raise that issue to you.
Although I did not spill the beans eventually.
But, even if I did not let the cat out of the bag.
I suppose you knew what I have to say.
How I wish there is a time machine.
Bring me back to the past and edit those mistake I made.
Indeed.
Choice has consequences.
Loneliness inflict fears.
So does emptiness.

keep it to myself

2009-10-19T01:40:00.002+08:00

Although I found a replica of her.
But,
the time has not come.
It shall not be reveal yet.
And I shall keep it to myself.
Only 3 people deserve to know.
I, me and myself.

xD

2009-10-13T00:05:00.002+08:00

A chapter of brand new life shall start !
N' level finally come to an end.
Principles Of Account was disastrous.
I think even Ms Han did not expect such a paper.
Damm.. I need Principles Of Account for my EMB3.
This holiday.
I will.
-Find a job to work !
-Take up Additional Mathematics.
-Continue studying Biology.
-Hang out with friends.
-Going out with Prof Ching ! haha.

I'm happy to be single !
Carefree !
Single rocks !
Haha
=)

loves

2009-10-10T01:12:00.002+08:00

我還在尋找
一個依靠和一個擁抱
誰替我祈禱替我煩惱
為我生气為我鬧
幸福開始有預兆
緣分讓我們慢慢緊靠
然后孤單被吞沒了
無聊變得有話聊
有變化了
小酒窩長睫毛
是你最美的記號
我每天睡不著
想念你的微笑
你不知道你對我多么重要
有了你生命完整的剛好
小酒窩長睫毛
迷人得無可救藥
我放慢了步調
感覺像是喝醉了
終于找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老
幸福開始有預兆
緣分讓我們慢慢緊靠
然后孤單被吞沒了
无聊變得有話聊
有變化了
小酒窩長睫毛
是你最美的記號
我每天睡不著
想念你的微笑
你不知道你對我多么重要
有了你生命完整的剛好
小酒窩長睫毛
迷人得無可救藥
我放慢了步調
感覺像是喝醉了
終于找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老
小酒窩長睫毛
迷人得無可救藥
我放慢了步調
感覺像是喝醉了
終于找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老
Ps : I love you !
Taylor Lai,
We have been together for 41 days.
Quarrel days are over..
We ought to stay happy for the days ahead.
I don't know how long we will last.
But as long we cherish everyday together.
There shall be no regret, right ?
Can you remember the first time I saw you ?

fed up

2009-10-07T01:11:00.004+08:00

Yo peeps !
I finished my N' level Elementary Mathematics Paper 1 yesterday.
It's was quite easy I thought.
With any carelessness, I ought to score As for Paper 1.
Studies at Republic Polytechnics.
Worn school uniform.
Other thought that we were applying for DPA.
Oh ya ! By the way, I went with Farah.
Actually the whole rational of posting today is,
I want to address something.
I'm having my N' level.
I need time to study.
And,
I want to study.
I told you umpteen times.
When I'm studying, of course I need to focus.
So it's normal to NOT check my mobile phone.
If I kept on checking my mobile phone.
That will serve as a distraction.
I did not reply your SMS.
Yes, I know it's my fault.
But, I told you I'm studying.
Should you be more supportive ?
I'm tired after studying.
I don't wish to speak.
Should you be understanding ?
I told you that my focus will be N' level now.
Didn't I ?
So you ought not to get upset about it.
Talking about upset,
I should be the one not happy.
Which boyfriend does not want his girlfriend to be supportive in his studies ?
I have said what needs to be said.
If you still insist on fuming.
By on means.
I wouldn't care less about it.
If you cannot be supportive and understanding,
then let me tell you.
That's it ..
You don't like my tone ?
And I shall tell you this.
I don't need you,
After reading this,
you want to curse and swear about me.
Be my guest !
Because you're just being immature.
Let me tell you.
Now, N' level is the most important to me.
Can't stand me ?
Then don't ..
Do what is required.
I can only tolerate so much.
Don't cross the line.

xD

2009-10-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

Yo human from Earth !
I fork out a bit of my time to "feed" my blog.
Cleared N' level Combined Science (Phy/Chem) today.
It was relatively easy.
In fact,
Very easy ! =)
At least, I'm ease with a subject.
A secured distinction..
Tomorrow is Elementary Mathematics Paper 1.
A critical subject to get promoted to Secondary 5.
3 more papers to go ..
I don't want 14 October 2009 to come ! =(
I will miss my Express friends loads .

T.L,
36 days with you.
It has been a hectic week for me.
Thanks for your understanding.
I want to treat you with respect.
Because you're my girlfriend ..

Emath

2009-10-02T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps from Earth !
I'm tired.
Very exhausted..
Sometimes I really don't understand myself.
Supposedly, I have let go the past...
Out of random, things are beginning to allow me to reminisce.
I think about the past.
I miss the past.
I want to go back to the past badly.
Why do such idea struck me ?
I do not have an answer to it.
Old things seem to be more wonderful than new things.
Maybe not to everyone the statement is true.
But to me, at least 85% is true.
Ok. Let's place these mixed feeling nonsense aside.
My hard work finally paid off ! =)
There's a move of grades in Elementary Mathematics.
I did last year's N' level Elementary Mathematics paper as class test.
Made a big improvement.
I used to fail Mathematics.
But this time round, I passed.
And passed with an A2.
But I will not stop here.
FIGHTING ~
;D
3 more days to N' level.
I'm going to flood myself with Mathematics today.
Chemistry on the following day.
Physics on Sunday.
All the way ~
Last lap of the race !
Let's run it well, run it diligently .

T.L
ILY.
33 days.
I very sorry.
Really very busy with studies.
Your understanding will be greatly appreciated.

It's sept !

2009-09-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

It's coming to an end for the month, September !
It's has been a roller-coaster ride in the month.
Thing going your way, thing NOT going your way.
Whatever it is. The past does not equal to the future.
Let's bygones be bygones..
I observed and thought about it.
I analysed and carry out.
The processes I do things..

Can it be simplify further ?

ILY.
28 days
2 more days to a month.
Currently,
I'm missing you ..

countdown

2009-09-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps !
Blog was dead for a period of time.
Blame it on my hectic timetable.
There's lots of countdown to be done.
First,
3 more days to Bingyi's birthday .. (=
Second,
4 more days to 1 month anniversary ! >=D
Third,
10 more days to the start of GCE N' level Examination Part II ... =(
and
17 more days to the end of GCE N' level Examination ... =P
Fourth,
18 more days to a special day of mine .. ^-^
Last but not least,
19 days to graduation day .. =((

To : T.L
26 days ..
We have indeed gone through much.
But most importantly,
we held each other's hands and mange to press
on.
You must study hard.
Next week shall be your EOY.
And,
I need to study for N' level.
Won't be meeting you for the next
fortnight.
Remember to miss me ! ^-^
Love ya!
=)
From J.A

slack

2009-09-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

No more slacking, alright !
No time to waste.
Shall sleep early and wake up early.
5 October 2009 will be the day.
I have 19 more days left.
Agenda for everyday.
At least 5 hours of studying.
Elementary Mathematics is a must.
Chemistry and Physics will take turn.
I must move my Elementary Mathematics grades.
Everyday Mathematics..
By the way, I trimmed my hair short.
And now, my fringe is like. Damm short, ok ?
Sad case =(
T.L
17 days liao.
Heading towards a month.
And sorry,
I shall devote my time on studies for now.
Your understanding will be greatly appreciated.

090909

2009-09-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

From 31 August 2009
Today is 9 September 2009.
10 days..
And this story shall keep on going ..
xD
T.L
ILY, ok ?

sigh~

2009-09-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

Today's Social Studies paper was disastrous.
I suppose half of the NA student cannot make it for Social Studies.
Sometimes I want to question myself.
Am I thinking too much ?
Am I thinking too deep of certain issues ?
Am I very demanding ?
Am I selfish ?
Am I petty ?
There's just too much questions that I want to ask myself.
Should I get piss off ?
Or
I am just simply finding fault ?
Things won't be always smooth-sailing, isn't ?
If things are always smooth-sailing,
that will be bullshit .
Do I have a choice ?
Or
Can I make a choice ?
Indeed..
Choice have consequences.
Fine!
I should not think so much.
Let me get back to English revision. (=
T.L,
This September holiday.
I will spend it with you.
But,
after the holiday.
I'm sorry.
I may have to disappoint you.
I am spending it with my books.

yay

2009-09-08T02:16:00.000+08:00

The time now is 2.16am.
I just finished editing my blog.
Change new blogskin symbolises the start of a new chapter of life.
I did start the new chapter of my life with her.
Right ? T.L
I want to present this updated blog to her.
As a gift from me to her.
T.L,
No matter what happen.
I will always ♥ you.
You're a chapter of my story now.
Or should I say.
You determine the content of my story.
Now,
it's 8 Sept 2009.
9 awesome days with you.
Everything I do.
is all about you..

taylor

2009-09-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry.
I'm useless, ok ?
I can't provide for you.
I should not have say you're my friend.
You're important to me.
Nothing can replace you, ok ?
Looking forward to meet you tmr.
I hearts 310809 !
We had gone through 8 days together.
You study hard, ok ?
I'm counting down to a month.

from to you .

2009-09-05T18:26:00.002+08:00

From me to you,
Laopo ,I am your laogong.

I believe .
It is not easy to walk out from problems .
I want to tell you this .
Past ,
You are alone with problems .
Now ,
You are not anymore .
I am there for you .
Your problems is not your anymore .
Is mine too .
I want you to know where you stand ,
You are standing at the peak of my heart .
I promise
I will
Study hard .
Ok ?

You must also promise me

You will study hard.

Let's work hard together !
I am there for you .
Share with me your thoughts
Overall ,
You have been a wonderful and nice laopo so far.
I NEVER regret being with you .
I am willing to bound by you forever .

^^
Taylor ,
[ 310809 ]
6 days
ILY

today

2009-09-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

3 more days to the N' level examination.
Sorry peeps, I promise that I shall meet her after N' level.
But I do consider that it will be better if I meet her first before N' level starts.
If N' level starts, I will be focusing on examinations so it won't be fair to her.
I shall update the sequence of events for the day.
With the benefits of some busybodies from my class, in case they want to know.
There are facts here and will forbid them to sprout nonsense.
12.30pm: School ended !
1pm: Preparations at home.
1.15pm: Reached Causeway Point.
1.20pm: Board bus 963 from Causeway Point.
2pm: Reached Bangkit bus stop.
2.05pm: The start of waiting ...
3.18pm: She came with 3 friends. ( one of it was one of the friend sister )
3.20pm: The end of waiting ...
3.30pm: Board the bus from Bangkit back to Causeway Point.
4.10pm: Reached Causeway Point.
4.25pm: Bought the tickets for the movie - The Proposal.
5.20pm: Accompanied the 4 girls for shopping.
5.30pm: 2 of the friends of her left.
5.45pm: Movie Started.
7.30pm: Movie Ended.
7.45pm: Went to the library.
8.40pm: Went to the night market beside Causeway Point.
9pm: Waited for the bus at Causeway Point back to Bangkit.
9.10pm: Board the bus.
9.35pm: Reached Bangkit.
9.40pm: Sent Cheryl home.
9.50pm: Cabbed with her back home. =)
9.58pm: Bid goodbye with her. =(
10pm: Journey back Home.
Ps: To those who are reading this (especially those few busybodies)
You choose to read it, I did not force you.
So keep your stupid comments (if there are any) to yourself.
Stop sprouting around things which does not concern you.
And mind you ! I did not vent it out does not mean you can keep sprouting it.
Hence, SHUT that bloody gap of yours !
Not happy? Don't read ! Go bang against the wall.

Ps to TLP,

Been together for 5 days.

I'm starting to count down for a month.

I'm sorry.

At the same time, I need to focus on exams.

But fret not,

I will always love you.

sorry

2009-09-03T23:18:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry for being boring to you.
As you know, my N' level examination is just 4 days away.
I got no much time.
I have to use my time wisely.
I may have to read my notes while chit-chatting with you.
Please understand..
I'm also sorry if I did not do much things for you now.
I knew you've done much things for me.
It's just a matter of time.
You know how I feel.
Please bear with me.
Just 1 month.
I hope you will understand.
After I have clear my N' level.
I have all the time for you.
I will be less boring by then.
Once again,
I'm sorry.
and
ILY.

fauzi birthday

2009-09-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

School ends at 5pm just now.
Went for Mr Roy's Social Studies lesson.
And oh well, Mrs Kok mention about not giving homework.
But, my dear POA teacher does not seem to understand that .
Oh~ How sad could that be !
Mr Roy's Social Studies lesson was awesome !
I could understand what he's teaching.
Went to causeway point to celebrate Fauzi's birthday.
All the NCOs went except for Hidayah and Shihui.
Shihui - Going out with parents.
Hidayah - Unknown.
Had dinner at Pizza Hut and order loads of food.
I dropped my chicken on the table. And Alif drop his knife on the floor
hahas ..
When time to settle the bills, we were shock.
The cost was $100.65 ..
and 20% of the bills were only paid just because of drinks.
Broad daylight robbery, eh ?
And I am being mock about swift. ( inside joke)
I was been interviewed 8 times about some topic ( inside issues )
N' level is just 5 days from now ..
Oh my gosh ~
I can feel the stress on my shoulders ..
I cannot wait to meet her.
And I know I need to focus on N' level first.

2 days has passed .

ILY.

Everlasting love .

taylor

2009-09-01T00:43:00.003+08:00

I pledge,
To be loyal to her.
To shower countless of care and concern to her.
To protect her from any harm.
To love her always.
To cheer her up when she is down.
To be her venting bag when required.
To make her smile and stay happy.
To ensure her health is well-taken care of.
To support her in all decisions.
To supply her with enough warmth.
To reassure the sense of security given to her.
To wake her up for school and ensure she's not late.
To make sure her go up to Secondary 4.
Finally,
Her wishes is my command !
^-^

sian

2009-08-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

N'level is just 10 days from now..
To sum up everything for the week.
Mrs Kok speak with us on tuesday morning.
This was what she said,
* Start of conversation *
Mrs Kok: I will ask all the subject teachers to stop giving any homework.
Except for English, Chinese and Social Studies. I want all of you
to focus on these 3 subjects first.
Me: ( In deep thought .. ) Woo ~ Mrs Kok give out order lerhs. SO NICE of her.
Mrs Kok: I am very worried for all of your Social Studies and English.
Chinese/Malay, I am not so worried. I know all of you will
do well for that subject.
Mr Ben: ( very extra .. haha ) I am not worried about their English.
I believe they will all pass.
Mrs Kok: You are not worried ? But I AM !
Me: Teachers are smart people. Mrs Kok say can give English, Chinese and
Social Studies homework. They kept on giving. ( aiyo .. Mis-use of order xD )
I know. Giving more homework means can practice more. But hors, teacher are weird
people. Kept on asking us to do revision. But, the amount the of homework they
give cost us a lot of time. So how do we afford time to revise neh ? Unless we have
48 hours per day. xD
Mr Ben: You should work on the subject that you are weaker in.
Me: Mrs Kok say only give English, Chinese and Social Studies homework.
Then why Mrs chuah give Geography homework ? Cheat our feeling arh ! ( just joking )
Mr Ben: ........ ( speechless )
* End of conversation *
Elementary Mathematics improving .. And kept improving ... =)
Chinese and Combined Science (Phy/Chem) remains at A2 . (Can do better)
English .. Manage to clear it ! Athough the Paper 2 was killer . =D
Principles Of Accounts drop the MOST . hahas . (did not study marhs)
I drop by 30 odd marks . From a B3 to a E8 . (PRO hors ?)
Social Studies improved. Although still fail but nearer to passing .. =P
Geography Paper is still, with teacher. Just hope I was do well enough to clear
Combined Humanities (Geo/SS)
Stayed back today to complete a Mathematics Paper.
Stayed with Kelvin ..
But,
We chit-chat along the way.
We DISTURB people ! HAHA ! (Transformers) - Inside Joke =DD
I really want to get at least a A2 for Elementary Mathematics in N'level.
I want to prove to my Mathematics teacher that I can do it even
without your teachings. ( but you rarely teach. =.= )
I want at least 3 As in N'level !
I want. I dare to dream.
I think, there I am !
=)

so long

2009-08-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

It's has been so long.
Since this " bitter " feeling approach.
I suffered from eye infection again.
Reason being very simple .
Blame it on Prelims .
But,
that pair of bloodshot eyes of mine.
Does not filled with only blood vessels now.
It's filled with water..
Maybe because I haven had water in my eyes for quite some times.
Or should I blame it on that stupid moodswing of mine that are behind all this.
How silly I am .
I am used to those ending.
People always said : " practice makes prefect "
Now,
I could apply that.
Those ending did their practice on me.
That's why they ended so prefectly.
With no trace ..
Don't you think so ?
It's ok .
Enduring these ending has became a part of my life.
Ever since those impact started last year,
Enduring has been a chapter of my story ...

repeating

2009-08-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

That history shall repeat itself ..
I hope not.
But,
the settings are the similar.
The same source for meeting.
The same issue. The same feeling.
This time round, the feeling is mixed.
Maybe due the fact that.
Impact shall always be impact.
Fear shall always stay.
I told a girl the same things like what I told another girl 7 months ago.
But, what I told her only last us for 29 days.
I am afraid about the current one.
I dare not cross the line.
Because I know the limits.
She is like the girl that broke off with me 7months ago.
Still holding on to a fail relationship I suppose.
I manage to help that girl to walk out. But eventually I was dump.
YES ! I was dump .. in a Cruel manner ..
I am not sure whether this current girl will walk out ?
Or even IF she walk out, what will she do ? What can she do ?
Stress ..
Has been always my friend since the day that girl dump me.
I know this girl have shown concern to me.
I should have be more willing to accept.
Once failure does not equals to forever failure. I thought so.
Sometimes, things just go haywire ..
I have to follow according to the flow ..
And finally.
I have decide to walk out.
And seek for a new life .
New self.
And a new
chapter of my story ....

Wasn't

2009-08-10T19:28:00.002+08:00

If people are going to ask me,
" Have you waste any part of your life ? "
I will reply,
" Who's does ? Everyone will have their own wastage of life. It's only a matter of amount."
But,
I will remember deeply that,
I have once wasted 29 days of my life.
I have lived that 29 days in vain.
Thought that period of time could exchange with
any part of your story or something else.
But, I am wrong.
I wasn't in your story at all.
If I am going to place this in the grammar rule.
I am not even your past tense.
How pathetic ?
Wow ~
* claps for myself, man ! "
I was erased totally.
Not leaving any trace at all.
How superb could that be ?
Now,
I finally understand.
*Pardon me*
Girl will only remember bastards.
Bastards that fool their life.
Bastards that toyed their feeling.
Bastards that do not keep promises.
Bastards that hurt them.
Oh. Consider yourself lucky ?
Not bad, eh ?
It's seems like I am not evenly match even against a Bastard ?
How sad can I be ....
tsktsk ~

equal

2009-07-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

Since N' level Examination are around the corner.
I shall make some plans for myself.
- A " Studies & Fitness Equilibrium " plan.
To obtain a Studies and Fitness equilibrium.
These are the measures I take.

For Studies -
First,
Completion of homework on time.
Second,
Doing of Ten Year Series daily.
( I shall elaborate later. )
Third,
At least 30 minutes of revision everyday.
( I will also elaborate later. )

For Fitness -
First,
20 Sit-Ups and 15 Push-ups daily.
Second,
Visiting the gym every weekends.
Third,
A run in the park every fortnight's weekends.

About the second measures for studies.
- Doing of Ten Year Series (TYS) daily.
I have Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics and Principles Of Accounts (POA) .
Every Monday and Tuesday will be reserve for Chemistry.
Every Wednesday and Thursday will be reserve for POA.
Every Friday will be reserve for Chinese and Social Studies Intensive revision.
For Mathematics and Physics,
I will do it daily.
2 days for 1 chapter/topic ( apply to Math and Physics only ) in the TYS.

About the third measures for studies.
- At least 30 minutes of revision everyday.
I have 7 subject for revision. ( inclusive of Biology )
Just nice 1 week : 7 days.
Everyday 30 minutes of a subject.
But,
For Biology. I will place it on Saturday.
I will revise for 1 hour for that.

I think that will be all ...

my name.

2009-07-14T23:29:00.003+08:00

The Secret meaning behind the name JEREMY ANG is :

You are an inspiring leader whose originality, creativity and

wisdom are applied to creating practical solutions to "unsolvable" problems.

Humanitarian and idealistic your vision is to make the world a better place and

you will work to this end.

Hardworking and tenacious people admire you for your honesty and integrity.

You are a loved and loyal friend and partner.

Your have the potential to achieve enormous success in the world.

- Copyrighted from Facebook.

anger

2009-07-13T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hey Peeps !
My blog has been dead for a while.
But here I am to blog again.
Because I am filled with anger now !
I am sorry for some of the words I am using below.
I just can't help it.
That imbecilic bitch ..
Who the heck says guys cannot play volleyball arh !?
No one !
You have no rights to comment on it.
So what ?
Guys play volleyball very gay arh !?
Guys play volleyball commit crime arh !?
Guys play volleyball needs permission arh !?
Let me tell you, naive bastard ..
Volleyball is a game/sport.
No matter male or female, they are allow to play.
And nobody set the rules that volleyball only are for female.
So don't poke your nose into my business.
Before making any comments.
Please go and do your research ..
Don't disgrace yourself.
You are just simply making a joke out of yourself
if you don't know anything.
My advice.
Shut your mouth !
And do some reflection.
IF guy really cannot play volleyball ( like what you comment ) ,
I don't think you can play also.
Because you don't look like a female.
Oops. I let the cat out of the bag.
" I am sorry. I should not have say you does not look like a female. "
Hmph ~
If you happen to see this and get piss off.
I am sorry.
You mess with me first.
^^

piss

2009-07-01T22:24:00.004+08:00

I don't know exactly why am I behaving in this manner ?
She is stepping on my nerves..
I used to believe I won't use harsh words on her.
But,
she prove me wrong this time round.
She don't deserve my respect.
I am going to use back the same old words on her.
So Premature.
Behaving in a manner that people can't stand.
I did my part. I 've done what you asked.
But,
you simply don't get it.
Now,
I don't care whether you are reading my blog or not.
I am NOT related to you anymore.
I will not make my blog private.
Because there is nothing for me to hide and I am not that Immature.
Don't bother to guess or ask whether I was mentioning about you.
I will just simply make a denial to everything.

明白

2009-06-27T02:31:00.005+08:00

这是你教我的 - 爱的善良。恨的野蛮。

“ 解铃人须系铃人 ” - 这个道理，你应该明白吧。

若要人不知，除非己莫为。

自己作过什么，自己最清楚。

夜路走多了，总会遇到鬼。

那些女孩教我的事

2009-06-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

要不是你讓想念猖狂打破天窗我不會發現枕頭上的荒涼
以為你就是故鄉卻變成我的流浪
誰的傍晚是誰的天亮
十九八七六十六億人同時狂歡五四三二一個人倒數孤單
回憶的擁擠廣場假裝你還在身旁
就像你最愛依賴我的肩膀
第一行詩的狂妄第一首歌的难忘
第一次吻你的唇你的倔強第一顆流星燦爛
第一個天真愿望第一個諾言美麗的荒唐
你叫我愛的善良你教我恨的野蠻
你教我忘記該忘傷心太傷那些你教我的事
讓思念更苦更長只想問想念的
想念的想念的你怎么樣
愛情是信仰或只能是旅途風光
那女孩帶我漫游一次天堂
你教我怎么愛上卻沒教怎么遺忘
讓我的陽光都換成了淚光
第一行詩的狂妄第一首歌的難忘
第一次吻你的唇你的倔強第一顆流星燦爛
第一個天真愿望第一個諾言美麗的荒唐
你教我愛的善良你教我恨的野蠻
你教我忘記該忘傷心太傷那些你教我的事
讓思念更苦更長
只想問想念的想念的想念的你怎么樣
第一行詩的狂妄第一首歌的難忘
第一次吻你的唇你的倔強第一顆流星燦爛
第一個天真愿望第一個諾言美麗的荒唐
你教我愛的善良你教我恨的野蠻
你教我忘記該忘傷心太傷那些你教我的事
讓思念更苦更長
只想問想念的想念的想念的你怎么樣
那些你教我的事讓思念更苦更長
只想問想念的想念的想念的你怎么樣

OMG

2009-06-25T00:20:00.001+08:00

Oh Gosh ~
Why does she mistook that I was referring to her in my post ?
Hey girl !
If you are reading my blog, better still.
Yes, now I am talk about you.
Incident that are long over. I won't brood about it.
Why do I even bother to talk about it.
It's hurting yet worthless.
Whether or not I am encourage.
It's my problem.
Not yours.
Advice to you is, focus on your boy.( if you have any now )
I doubt he does not know you well yet.
Wonder why I say these ? Or wonder I have changed ?
Not the old self that you known of ?
I am force to be like this.
All thanks to your wonderful influence in the past.
Driving me to a higher level.
Speaking differently.
You have successfully changed a person.
Even after you leave.
Your impact did the job for you.
Happy ?
I don't care if you think I am immature, premature or childish.
Well,
I do not need any judgement here.
No matter what you comment about me.
I will just simply think you are playing with English vocabulary.
I am sure your words are worthless now.
Sorry, I have to say that.
Coldness.
I pick that from you.

homework

2009-06-24T02:35:00.001+08:00

The number of my holiday assignments have shown a decrease.
From a mountain of them to a handful of them now.
If I am more discipline in the holidays, I would have completed all by now.
Besides leaving my Social Studies Paper,
Chemistry mind-mapping and
Chinese TYS
yet to be done.
I have cleared all.
Many students were still, unhappy about the fail of extension of holidays.
In my point of view,
the extension of holiday is optional.
If the holidays is being extended.
Yes, students can stay at home and rest.
In order to prevent the infection of H1N1.
But,
If holidays were to be extended.
Those Secondary 4 student which will be taking their national examination this year.
I believed they will be greatly affected.
Lessons will be suspended.
Teaching will be affected too.
I believe online teaching will more or less ineffective compared to teaching on ground.
So.
Extension of holiday ?
We have made our vote.
The rest,
let's leave it to the MOE to decide.

Ps: I am still unhappy and discourage about the way you replied me.
I did it with a act of kindness.

emotional unstable

2009-06-21T13:49:00.002+08:00

Recently,
I don't know why.
I am emotionally unstable.
I get piss off easily.
My anger management seem haywire again.
This is the first time in this year that my anger management go haywire.
Maybe I care too much.
After all, some things are NOT under my control.
I just want to say.
A friendly remark. ( not to be a spoiler )
With your character, I have doubt in your relationship.
Maybe sometimes the problem does not lies in the guys side.
It lies in you.
One more thing.
I am confused.
I don't know what I really want.
It's temping me.
It's seem to be luring me into it.
I mess my feeling up.
A lot of things has been taking place in this holidays.
Incident that made me :
Cried, Emo, Angry, Happy and felt Thankful.
xD

Compo

2009-06-20T02:00:00.001+08:00

In my opinion, the key towards making Singapore a more gracious and better place to live in is Kindness.

Kindness comes in many different ways. In my view, it comes in four different ways. Being friendly can be an act for kindness. When you are friendly towards people, the people around you will be encouraged. Since they are encouraged, they will do good things to you. As a result, both parties are happy. The benefit of being friendly does not stop here. When you are happy, in the process of getting happy, you will make more friends along the way.

Being forgiving is another form of Kindness. When you do something wrong. Would you seek forgiveness from others and vice-verse? When others commit a mistake, they would want the forgiveness from you too. Being forgiveness not only shows that you are kind but it shows that you are noble too. Being in a position to forgive people is a gift from god. Start spreading the art of forgiving to others and make everyone noble.

The third way of showing kindness will be understanding one another. Singapore is a multi-racial society. If there is a lack of understanding, it will create chaos and disrupt the harmony of the country. We should understand each other and respect one another, respecting their culture, belief and language. If understanding is practiced properly, it will further enhance the relationship between people and foster stronger bonds with each other.

Lastly, the fourth act of kindness will be selflessness. Singapore is our homeland, this is where we belong. It is a common space that we all share. If was are self-centered, we may refuse to help. What do you think Singapore will become ? If Singaporeans practice selflessness, I believe it will be a better place to stay in. Imagine in all corners of Singapore, when you need help from people, you can find a helping hand all around the country. It is a good sign.

Hence, if Singaporeans master the different acts of Kindness, then Kindness is no longer an act; it is a habit. I strongly believe that his will help in making Singapore a more gracious and better place to live in.

Extracted from,

WRSS 2009 EL Preliminary Paper 1 .

Copyrighted by,

Jeremy Ang.

poem

2009-06-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

Woah~ boredom kills.
Never mind.
I came out with a short poem.
About the process of getting yourself a girl to kick the girl away.
Eh guys, don't you dare follow the lyrics ! Is just meant for entertaining purposes.
Purely for fun and laughter
The poem goes like this ...
" Thinking is a temptation,
Flirting is a profession,
Steading is an option,
Dating, you need a demonstration ?
Hugging is a sign of affection,
Kissing is a addiction,
Sick of her ? You need some medication ! "
I repeat.
This poem is just meant for entertainment.
Not to pin-point anymore.
Girls,
Please don't be offended.
Be mindful.
Some guys are really like what was mention above.
xD

BASTARD

2009-06-18T15:36:00.004+08:00

ARGH ~
I AM SO BLOODY PISSED OFF.
WHY DO JC/POLY/ITE STUDENTS MIX OR FLIRT AROUND WITH THE SECONDARY SCHOOL STUDENTS !?
YOU MAY THINK THAT I AM A SOUR GRAPE OR I AM SELFISH.
I DON'T GIVE A DAMM.
CAN THE TERTIARY STUDENTS MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS !?
DON'T TELL ME THAT THERE ARE NO GIRL AROUND IN THE TERTIARY AREAS !?
I WILL SAY THAT IS BULLSHIT.
CAN THEY SIMPLY JUST MIX OR FLIRT AROUND WITHIN THEIR OWN LEVEL !?
I NEVER SAY THEY CANNOT MIX AROUND WITH US.
BUT,
I HAVE KNOW OF A LOT OF CASES WHEREAS TERTIARY STUDENTS CHEATED SECONDARY GIRLS FEELING.
DO YOU THINK I WILL FEEL GOOD TO SEE MY OWN BATCH PEOPLE GETTING CHEAT BY GUYS FROM THE TERTIARY EDUCATIONS !?
OH PLEASE ~
DON'T YOU THINK THAT IS WEIRD.
TERTIARY STUDENT WITH SECONDARY STUDENT.
DIFFERENT LIFESTYLE . DIFFERENT AGE GROUP . DIFFERENT STUDY HABITS.
AND OF COURSE, YOU PEOPLE CAN DISAGREE WITH ME.
AFTER ALL, THIS IS SIMPLY MY OWN VIEWS ABOUT IT.
WELL.

MANY PEOPLE SAY THAT TERTIARY GUYS ARE MORE MATURE COMPARED TO SECONDARY SCHOOL GUYS.

NOW, I KNOW WHICH AREAS THEY ARE MATURE IN.

IN TERMS OF FLIRTING AND CHEATING. OF COURSE THEY ARE MATURE THAN US.

AND,

IN TERMS OF PHYSICALLY, THEY SURE ARE ON THE UPPER HAND AS THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT. THAT INCLUDES MAKING GIRLS PREGNANT.
TO MAKE THINGS WORST.
SOME DO NOT JUST HAVE RELATIONSHIP WITH SECONDARY GIRLS.
SOME EVEN MADE THEM PREGNANT.
OH ~
" WELL DONE , MAN ! "
DO YOU NEED ME TO GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE?
I THINK THEY ARE SICK IN THE MIND.
WHY ?
SECONDARY GIRL EASY TO CHEAT OR GET, IS IT !?
PUT YOU IN MY SHOES, IF YOUR BATCH LADIES GET CHEATED BY WHATSOEVER GUYS.
WILL YOU GET PISSED OFF!?
AND MIND YOU!
IT'S NOT JUST ONE OR TWO CASE.
IS SEVERAL OF THEM.
WELL.
I CANNOT SAY ALL TERTIARY GUYS ARE BASTARD.
SOME OF THEM JUST SIMPLY LACK OF SELF CONTROL !
GIVE YOU AN EXAMPLE.
A FRIEND OF MINE. HER SISTER IS CURRENTLY SECONDARY 1 THIS YEAR.
A POLY YEAR 3 GUY WENT STEADY WITH HER.
PEOPLE, GO AND DO YOUR OWN MATHEMATICS.
7 YEARS AGE GAP.
HOW MANY OF YOU, YOUR AGE GAP BETWEEN YOUR SIBLING AND YOU IS LESS
THAN 7 YEARS ?
I WILL TELL YOU. MOST OF THE AGE GAP BETWEEN SIBLING ARE FROM 2 TO 5 YEARS.
NOW THIS "COUPLE" HAS 7 YEARS AGE GAP.
DON'T THE GUY HAVE A FEELING OF STEADING WITH HIS OWN SISTER.
I BET EVEN HIS OWN SISTER IS OLDER THAN HIS GIRLFRIEND.
MAKE SENSE ?
TO THOSE TERTIARY GUYS WHO HAPPEN TO READ MY BLOG,
I AM NOT SAYING ALL OF YOU.
JUST SOME BASTARD AMONG THE BATCH.
AND,
Sorry that I shall use CAP letter in this post as I am very pissed off.

camp

2009-06-16T22:54:00.004+08:00

Hey Peeps !

I am back from camp.

I can wait to share it in this post.

I shall talk about the negative things first ( I know must always start with good

things larhs but who cares? xD )

First,

The food was below average compared to previous years.

The amount of food given was little and the the variety of food is limited.

Maybe because this year budget is limited.

Second,

The Senior Instructor were a bit disappointing at times.

Their action discouraged the camp sometimes.

Lastly,

We do not get a bunk for ourselves ( NCOs 2008 )

Now,

The positive things about the camp. ( Woo~ I got a lot to say , man ! )

First,

I have a greater level of understanding towards the secondary 3 juniors.

They are not that bad after all.

Second,

We, the NCOs (2008) lived up to the name of " the greatest batch "

[ * wink the the BEST ones * ]

Last but not least,

I found out that I love my NCOs (2008) even more after the camp.

I want to fix the puzzle with them 5 years down the road.

I will miss them loads.

They will be greatly remembered.

They are my true friends.

Haziq, Aishah, Farah, Alif, Fauzi, Hidayah, Nasirah, Nabila and

Shi Hui.

camp

2009-06-13T00:23:00.002+08:00

I am attending my SJAB annual camp later on.
This year camp will have a slight different from pass year.
I am going back as a instructor.
On top of that, I am passing out in camp.
Camp will be from :
13 June 2009 ( Sat ) to 16 June 2009 ( Tue )
So shall not be posting anything is this blog for 4 days.
Hence,
this blog will undergo hibernation for 4 days.
Bye Bye !
xD

confuse

2009-06-12T01:02:00.002+08:00

I am confused.
6 months has passed.
Recovered from that injury.
Healed from that wound.
Calmed from that trauma.
It's seem like everything is back it's original state.
But, till recently.
I am having some thinking in mind.
The things that she forbid her partner to do.
When I was with her, I was allow to do so.
Every time when I think about this issue.
It just confused me.
Since I am different from any other partner she had.
Why does she choose that dead end to walk?
Until now, I still have the urge to know what happen to her.
I may have get over that incident.
But,
the impact after the incident will haunt me through.
I will never forget the smile she put on.
Please allow this to be the most wonderful memories for me.
I may never have that again.
Beautiful incident does not come easily.
Now,
she have found herself another partner.
It seem like it's time for me to bid goodbye to the memories I had.
It's my turn to find myself a partner now.
However,
finding one does not affect my studies.
That is fact that cannot be deny.
The nights with empty blankets.
The nights with speechless background.
The nights with lonely computer.
And, the nights with silent phone calls.
I have enough of it.
All this,
ought to come to an end.
That' it.
No more.

tired

2009-06-10T00:35:00.001+08:00

I do not know when I started this habit of blogging in the midnight.
My sleeping hours has decrease daily.
This time round, Not because of doing homework or revision.
I just simply can't sleep.
I will take nap in the afternoon because I will be so dead tired when I came back from school.
Blogging.
I used to blog anytime.
But now,
If you notice most of my post are all posted after 10pm.
I can only or have the feeling to blog only during near midnight.
As a result,
I am tired.
And sleepy in class.
But a interesting fact is.
Some lessons even if I slept the entire period.
I would be able to understand or know what is happening.
Some lessons if I slept the entire period, I will lost and blur.
Can tired be overcome ?
I think so.
Oh my Gosh .
It's 10 June 2009.
N' level is just around the corner.
I am trying very hard to improve mathematics.
I want MORE worksheet on Mathematics.
And can Ms Han ( Principles Of Accounts teacher ) STOP giving assignments.
I am dread of Principles Of Accounts assignments.
She give so much worksheet.
As if I am going to do all.
I am NOT going to do.
I am focusing on Mathematics now.
I want a decrease in POA homework and a increase of Mathematics homework
Can ?
I see files flying around that pile of Chinese Holiday assignment of mine.
I have completed the workbook but yet to touch on the N' level Ten Years Series.
The redoing of test paper, I have just started.
Targeting to finish Mathematics and English Paper 1 later on.
ARGH ~
Life is full of homework and practices at this stage.
Press on and I will see rainbow.
I suppose so.
xD

2009-06-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

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I SIMPLY LIKE T.R.I.G.O.N.O.M.E.T.R.Y, CAN ?
<3 loads .

damm

2009-06-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

I got back my CCA records today.
What a disappointment !?
But, I am piss upon seeing it.
I only gotten 21 points with a grade of an A2.
I ought to gotten more than that.
A handful of my records was missing in the slip.
The school did not include a lot of things.
I can just simply name you a lot.
- Serve as Marina Bay Ambassador @ NDP 2008
- Attended the CSSP Challenge Camp 2008.
- Represented the school at the Asia Pacific Youth Water Forum 2008
- Obtained the WRStar Award 2008
- Attended OCIP 2008 to Thailand.
- Taking the role as a Parade Commander in WRSS-NDP 2008.
- Public duties hours serve in SJAB.
- Obtained the SINGA Award 2oo8
If the school include the following as stated above,
I would have gotten a A1.
I am so going to fight for it !!
>=(

empty

2009-06-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hey,
When you are down.
Which one will you feel ?
A sense of emptiness.
A sense of loneliness.
A sense of helplessness.
I have all 3.
Fame, Love and Wisdom.
Which one do you choose ?
In life,
Can't we have all ?
Indeed.
Life is sometimes unfair.

hectic holidays

2009-06-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps !
Here to make a report on my Holiday Assignments.
The amount of assignments I got is equal to Mount Everest on a map.
What a busy life I led.
Despite the amount of homework,
I still gotten myself to take a break.
I knew now will not be a good timing to slack.
But sometimes, I can't help it.
Maybe I give in too easily.
There will be a BBQ night the Ex- Student Councilors tomorrow.
It is organize by Melvin and his team of facilitators due to the Leadership Camp for secondary
2 and 3 Student Councilors.
Secondly, I have a Pulau Ubin trip with Mr Ben and my classmate during the holiday.
But, the date have yet to be confirm.
On top of that, I am having my SJAB annual Camp from 13 June to 16 June 2009.
It will be a study cum mentoring camp for the 10 NCOs.
Oops .
I am suppose to report on my holiday assignments.
* Side-Track *
Hence,
* back to the topic *
English - I have a tons of vocabulary to check on the meanings.
Elementary Mathematics - Revision worksheet on Trigonometry ( still subject to change )
Chinese - The whole of the TYS ( 10 paper 1 , 10 paper 2 ) and the whole of workbook.
Chemistry - Mind map for all the topics covered.
Physics - Workbook exercise on those covered topic and Physic Notebook.
Geography - The LORMs for all topic.
Social Studies - 4 SEQ questions.
Principles Of Accounts - 2 revision worksheet ( subject to change , it may increase. )
It sure will be a hectic holiday for me !!
=(

诗情画意

2009-06-04T12:25:00.000+08:00

唉~ 诗瘾发作。。

回想：

手臂曾成为你的枕头。

你总是把我当成你的傻瓜.

惦记着你那甜美的微笑.

好想再一次听你的呼叫.

( 短短一段自创的诗,

希望能够带出我的内心世界 )

[ 子刚上 ]

LOLS.

2009-06-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

10 more days to the Passing-Out Parade.

And I hope SJAB will restore its standard.

And pass the knowledge down to future SJAB members.

change

2009-05-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

I have changed my blogskin and put in my favourite song.
I believed the skins and the song will be very familiar to a person.
I was introduced to the song and the picture of the blogskin by her.
Maybe I am just plainly reminiscing about the past.
" the past does not equal to the future "
From the Adam Khoo Team.
I suppose she had forgetten about this song and this picture.
I will never forget ....

bye

2009-05-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

I am officially bidding goodbye to the Council.
Those tears, laughter and scolding from the Council will always be remembered.
Those ups and downs in the Council strengthen the bonds.
Time really flies..
I have spent my 2 years in the Council.
More learning take place, Much experience gained.
Last but not least.
Most friends are introduced.
The Council really live its name.
In developing Great Leader.
Personally,
I have grew from a greenhorn leader to where I stand now.
I could say is a big crossover.
I suppose my journey does not end here.
Developing Leader will serve as my passion now.
As the motto of the Student Council we must uphold.
" Serve . Lead "
Leadership is a skill that everyone can learn.
But not everyone can apply it well.
The route of being a leader is no easy task.
The process can tedious.
With lots of Resilience and knowledge.
To my Junior Councilor,
Live the name of Student Council !
Serve with Pride, Lead with Honor.
Be passionate about it.
You will find lots of fun in it.
If you are not a EXCOs, It's alright.
Being a EXCOs only mean you will have more platform for your Leadership development.
But,
if you want to success in life, you ought to grab your own chance.
For those who are not selected to serve as a EXCOs.
Don't be discouraged by that. And DON'T brood about it.
Serving does not equal to hold higher position.
It come deep in the heart.
It's natural...

friends

2009-05-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

To Junior Student Councilors ( Sec 3 ),
I am stepping down in 3 days time.
I am glad to have all of you.
Best wishes to those stepping up as EXCOs.
And not forgetting, the rest.
Continue to work hard and Serve the Council with Pride and Honor.

To SJAB-ians ( 10 NCOs 2008 ),
It's seems like we need to be back in action.
As the junior, I suppose they are not coping well.
Your O' Level Chinese/Malay is coming in 6 days time.
Be prepared to score and all the best. xD

To Nasirah,
I am sorry that I mistook you as a bad person.
I should have known you meant it well.
Although those words have affected me in one way or another.
I will take those words as motivation to strive for the best for myself.
I hope you are reading this.
Good Luck and all the best for O' Level Malay.
And not to forget to remind you to stay sweet. xD

Finally,

To YanLing,
If you have nothing to say. Please don't utter rubbish in my tagbox.
If you have are really better than me, I am happy for you.
But, spent your spent wisely on manging SJAB.
I do not why you randomly commented on me.
Erm. I am sad to tell you.
You need to sort out the definition of the word, Complacency.
How can you ask a person to show Complacency?
This only shows one thing.
You are lacking of grey matter.
And,
I did not know that young girl nowadays are going through menopause.
xD

howlian people

2009-05-24T15:21:00.005+08:00

Complacency is the key to failure.
What do you think ?
As a individual, I agree to the statement.
I am not here to pin-point anyone.
But it's true.
People those scored well in Common Test 1.
Surprisingly, they did badly for Preliminary 1.
Be it Overall of certain subject.
If they say this time round they failed because luck is not on their side.
I am sorry, I beg to differ.
Why is it so?
Don't blame it on others or worst still, blame it on God.
Firstly, others or God do not own them a living.
Secondly, is their own grade. Not anyone 's.
They have no one else to blame but themselves.
Why?
For being so complacent.
For example,
People who constantly do well for a certain subject does not mean they will do well every time.
After each success, they are required to try even harder the next time.
Not loafing around or worst still, refuses to do any revision on the subject.
This will cause failure.
People who are smart.
If they tend to boost around, they are setting themselves to fail.
They should be humble and willing to improve further.
And therefore,
to conclude.
Conplacency is,
indeed the key to failure.
As what the pointers above shown.
This shall mark the end of my comments .

grade

2009-05-23T14:31:00.004+08:00

My Preliminary 1 results was disastrous.
I failed my Combined Humanities [ Geo/SS ] by the grade of D7.
On top of that, I failed to obtain any grade As.
To make things worst, my EMB3 may be over 19 points as required.
My " wonderful " results is as followed.
The sequence will be as following.

Subjects : English , Chinese , Principle Of Accounts ,
Combined Humanities(Geo/SS) , Combined Science(Phy/Chem)

Grade : C5 , B3 , B3 , D7 , B4

Estimated MSG : 7.2 , 3.1 , 4.5 , 8.7 , 1.3

Grades in EOY last year : C6 , A2 , E8 , C6 , C5

Remarks :

I met the Estimated MSG and improve for English Language.

The estimated was a D7, but I score a C5 instead.

I met the Estimated MSG for Chinese Language.

Both estimated and what I score was a B3.

But, I am capable of scoring As for Chinese as were reflected in my results last year.

I met the Estimated MSG and improve for Combined Humanities(Geo/SS).

The estimated was a E8, although I still fail .

But, I obtain D7 this time . Nearer to passing.

I met the Estimated MSG and improve for Principles Of Accounts.

The estimated was a B4, but I score a B3 instead.

In fact, Principles Of Account is the subject I made the greatest improvement.

I used to fail like E8 last year and MSG this year was 4.5.

But, I scored and improve. xD

I do not met the Estimated MSG for Combined Science(Phy/Chem).

The estimated was a A1, but I score a B4.

Elementary Mathematics was not recorded

because Mr Siva have not finish marking our Paper 2.

Bs again

2009-05-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

WTH ?
Gotten back my Physics and Mathematics Paper 1 results.
It was not well done.
My entire class failed Physics.
Failed terribly.
Only 5 people mange to make it.
I was lucky to be one of those who make it.
I got 26.5 / 50 . Passed with 1.5 marks.
Combined Science - 60.5 / 100
Again a B . this time round a B4 instead.
Mathematics Paper 1.
I was lucky again.
I got 40 / 80 .
I was again lucky to the the handful that make it for Paper 1.
For Physics and Math 1,
I can say I am simply just lucky.
I must work extra harder now.
So far.
English Language - C5
Chinese Language - B3
Elementary Mathematics - ( Paper 1 - C6 ) , Paper 2 unknown.
Combined Science ( Phy/Chem ) - B4
Combined Humanities ( Geo/SS ) - Unknown.
Principles Of Accounts - B3

2009-05-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hey People,
The results are issued back today.
I don't know whether to be happy or to be sad.
So far,
I have not fail any of the subject yet.
And,
I have not score any As of any of the subject yet.
Normally,
Others score straight A1 (s).
Today,
I got back my results for Chemistry, Chinese and Principle Of Accounts.
I got straight B3 (s).
Haiz~
Both Chinese and Chemistry,
I just need a mark more to obtain an A2.
A bit sad .
English,
I obtain a C5.
Together.
My current EMB3 is 11. ( Chinese,POA and English only )
I need Elementary Mathematics and either Combined Science or Combined Humanities
to be less than 8 points.
If not,
I am gone.
Pardon for the poor English used today.
No mood to write in proper English.
x(

depression

2009-05-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

Pardon my words used.
What the heck is happening to Singapore !?
More and more teenagers are suffering from Depression.
Some cases worst, teenagers even suffered from Disorders.
Why is this happening ?
Is Singapore becoming a more stressful place to live in ?
The level of maturity of teenagers has decrease ?
The relationship between teenagers and their family has go haywire ?
Teenagers are placing themselves in a pool of stress ?
Teenagers are keeping things to themselves and refuse to share ?
As a teenager myself,
I made those observations.
Teenagers nowadays are very competitive.
They want to be the best.
They want their studies, friendship and for some, relationship to be always smooth sailing.
But they neglect the fact that , nothing is perfect.
They have to learn to cope with certain stress.
They have to learn to seek help.
They have to learn to be contented with what they have.
They have to learn to be positive.
Finally,
They have to love themselves.
To those teenagers that are suffering from Depression or certain Disorder.
Cut your " I am alone, everyone dislikes me " mindset !!
Yes, people may start to give you attention when you shown that signals.
But, eventually.
THEY WOULD SIMPLY DON'T GIVE A DAMM .
Get it ?
And stop saying that you are cold blooded.
Don't you learn science ?
Only reptiles are cold-blooded.
Humans are ALL warm-blooded.
If you insist to think this way.
God dammit.
Go back and master your science basic and then come back.
We are willing to help but the problem is ,
How much will you be willing to put in to help yourself.
If you, yourself do not care.
I am sorry to say if my tolerance has reach its limit.
I don't give a fcuk about it.
Once again,
Pardon the words I used.

歌曲

2009-05-17T15:05:00.005+08:00

其实一个好的作词人，
写的歌曲。
往往叙说一段故事。
以下是一些我本身觉得很不错的一些作品。
里头都藏着故事。
歌曲1 ：豆浆油条 - 林俊杰

喝纯白的豆浆是纯白的浪漫

望着你可爱脸庞和你纯真的模样

我傻傻对你笑是你有种解药

你说我就像油条很简单却很美好

我知道你和我就像是豆浆油条要一起吃下去味道才会是最好

你需要我的傻笑我需要你的拥抱

爱情就需要这样它才不会单调

我知道有时候也需要吵吵闹闹但始终也知道只有你对我最好

豆浆离不开油条让我爱你爱到老

爱情就需要这样它才幸福美好

我知道都知道你知道你都知道

好不好别偷笑让我知道

我喝完热豆浆眷恋着还想要

你吃完金黄油条爱情又要再发酵

我知道你和我就像是豆浆油条要一起吃下去味道才会是最好

你需要我的傻笑我需要你的拥抱

爱情就需要这样它才不会单调

我知道有时候也需要吵吵闹闹但始终也知道只有你对我最好

豆浆离不开油条让我爱你爱到老

爱情就需要这样它才幸福美好

我知道都知道你知道你都知道

好不好别偷笑让我知道

我知道都知道你知道你都知道

好不好别偷笑

让我知道就好

歌曲2 :醉赤壁 - 林俊杰

落葉堆積了好幾層而我踩過青春聽見

前世誰在淚語紛紛一次緣分解一次繩

我今生還在等一世就只能有一次的認真

確認過眼神

我遇上對的人我揮劍轉身

而鮮血如紅唇前朝記憶渡紅塵

傷人的不是刀刃是妳轉世而來的魂

確認過眼神

我遇上對的人我策馬出征

馬蹄聲如淚奔青石板上的月光照進這山城

我一路的跟妳輪迴聲我對妳用情極深

洛陽城旁的老樹根像回憶般延伸妳問

經過是誰的心跳聲我拿醇酒一醰飲恨

妳那千年眼神是我醉醉墜入赤壁的傷痕

確認過眼神

我遇上對的人我揮劍轉身而鮮血如紅唇

前朝記憶渡紅塵傷人的不是刀刃

是妳轉世而來的魂確認過眼神

我遇上對的人我策馬出征

馬蹄聲如淚奔青石板上的月光照進這山城

我一路的跟妳輪迴聲我對妳用情極深

確認過眼神

我遇上對的人我策馬出征馬蹄聲如淚奔

青石板上的月光照進這山城

我一路的跟妳輪迴聲我對妳用情極深

歌曲3 :江南 - 林俊杰

风到这里就是粘粘住过客的思念

雨到了这里缠成线缠着我们留恋人世间

你在身边就是缘缘分写在三生石上面

爱有万分之一甜宁愿我就葬在这一点

圈圈圆圆圈圈

天天年年天天的我

深深看你的脸

生气的温柔埋怨的温柔的脸

不懂爱恨情仇煎熬的我们都以为相爱就像风云的善变

相信那一天

抵过永远在这一刹那冻结那时间

不懂怎么表现温柔的我们还以为殉情只是古老的传言

你走得有多痛痛有多浓

当梦被埋在江南烟雨中心碎了才懂

从这三首歌,

听出歌中的奥秘吗?

感触很深吧 .

EQ and IQ

2009-05-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

Yo !
I am here to share some general knowledge.
I read it from a website ( but forgotten the website )
According to research or research has shown.
People that prefers / favours / perform well in the area of Mathematics and Sciences. ( M&S)
Their IQ will be generally higher than their EQ.
In other words, their IQ will be higher than others.
Vice-verse
People that prefers / favours / perform well in the area of Arts and Languages. (A&L)
Their EQ will be generally higher than their IQ.
In other words, their EQ will be higher than others.
If the person prefers / favours / perform well in ALL area.
This means his/her IQ and EQ is balanced.
What happens if both Mathematics and Sciences person meet ?
How do we differentiate who is better ?
Simple.
In this case, higher scores equals to higher IQ.
On the other hand.
What happens if both Arts and Languages person meet ?
How do we differentiate who is better ?
The same old rule still applies.
In this case,
Higher scores = Higher EQ
Ok.
What if a person scored well in English, Mathematics and Geography ?
Which is higher ? IQ or EQ ?
My answer will be EQ.
Allow me explain why.
English and Geography being the A&L areas.
Mathematics being the M&S areas.
This means 2 against 1.
The ratios of that person's EQ to IQ will be 2 : 1.
So,
The person has a higher EQ.
Is easy to know yourself.
Just follow the steps and you will know whether IQ or your EQ is higher.
Step 1 : Know what you scored well or favour.
Step 2 : Which areas are your strengths in ?
Step 3 : Compare them.
Step 4 : IQ person or EQ person.
It's simple.
Once you know your area of weakness.
Then you can work on it.
And at the same time,
Maximise your strength.

pass

2009-05-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hey People.
I finally.. Finally..
P-A-S-S English ~
Woo~~
The hours I put in.
Has finally paid off.
Now I just hope that I can at least get an As for a subject.
I want to score well for ALL my subjects.
Hahas ..
By passing my English Language,
I have taken the first step.
I am so damm delighted now.
Although my English still has much room of improvement.
But at least I know I am on the right track.
And for Principles Of Accounts Paper 1 today.
I made foolish careless mistake.
Dammit.
Just hope I could obtain at least a A2 for POA.
What I am hoping now is.
English at least a C5
Elementary Mathematics at least a B3
Chinese at least a B3 ( haiz.. )
Combined Science[ Phy/Chem ] at least a A2.
Combined Humanities [ Geo/SS ] at least a pass.
Principle Of Accounts at least a A2.
If my dream come true.
I will obtain a EMB3 of 15 points.
If based on this, I will be able to go Secondary 5.
xD
Jiayous barhs.

shout

2009-05-13T21:24:00.004+08:00

I want to shout out loud.
W-H-A-T T-H-E H-E-C-K !-?
Chemistry Paper is simply set to kill.
I guess Mrs Wheelan forgotten that we are Combined Science students.
As I browse through the questions in the my paper,
it reminds me of some of my Pure Chemistry friends previous test paper question.
Some looked similar, some looked exactly the same.
It's a bit sad.
I think I will commit much mistake compared to my previous tests.
Even my class top scorer in Chemistry ,Wei Xiang, was complaining about the paper.
Why is Combined Science paper made so challenging for Prelims ?
This time round without fail, I was killed by Combined Science.
I never know that questions can be set so tricky.
It's a lesson learnt.
Elementary Mathematics Paper 2 was tedious.
The question seems short and simple.
But, the fact is they required a lot thinking and writing a lot of steps.
Can you imagine ?
I was drained ( both mentally and physically ) in that short 2 hours Paper.
Most of the sums are manageable for me.
And , I commit a stupid foolish careless mistake on 1 question.
Haiz~
There goes my 2 marks.
Ms Lim mention that I am weak in the area of Trigonometry.
I agreed on that. But I simply just like Trigonometry and simply just suck at it.
Examinations is coming to an end.
Tomorrow will be my last paper , Principles Of Accounts paper 1.
Why do migraines love me that much ?
I am having it for 3 continuous days.
Ouh ~
That's hurt...

today paper

2009-05-12T17:17:00.002+08:00

Finished today's Paper.
Elementary Mathematics Paper 1 was set by Mr Ravin.
Paper 1 was manageable.
Maybe because I put in a 100% effort to do it.
Physics Paper wasn't that good compared to Mathematics Paper 1.
Paper was set by Mr Oh.
Mr See told us to memorise all the formula.
I did memorise all. But, guess what?
The questions on those formula is only 30% .
The rest are all theory based. Dammit.
Physics was disastrous.
I doubt I could even get a B4.
I need to work extra hard for Chemistry tomorrow in order to sustain my As in Combined Science.
Principle Of Account, I met Ms Han just now.
I thought she will going to nag at me for leaving a question blank.
Surprisingly,
Instead of being admonished, I was being praised by her.
She told me that my Principles Of Accounts improve tremendously.
Mathematics, I was again being praised by teacher for my effort put in.
This time round was Mr Siva.
He told me he could see the urge for improvement in me.
He wants me to continue to work hard.
Ok, Let's put all the praises aside.
Time for some criticisms.
Ms Toh, my Chinese teacher told me that I scored badly for my Chinese this time round.
I did not meet her expectations.
She told me that if I carry on in this standard. I will score a B4 or B3 in N level.
In which this is the last thing she wants to see.
She asked me what exactly happen to my standard of Chinese.
I reply that, I focus too much on English Language rather than Chinese Language.
Then she dump me with a statement..
This is what she said : " I want you to focus on your Chinese more until August ! "
What the heck !?
I focus on English, Chinese teacher unhappy.
I focus on Chinese, English teacher displeased.
What they want me to do !?
I am having migraines almost everyday.
I am trying very hard !
But,
it seems that fate is toying my life.
Subjects I used to score or understand very well.
Till now, things have changed.
I score badly for those I used to score.
I don't understand subject I used to.
Vice-verse
Subjects I used to fail or dislike.
Currently.
I am scoring them and develop understanding in those subjects.
What the hell exactly happened to me !?
Sometimes, I just feel I am alone.
Sometimes , I get wear out easily.
Sometimes, I feel like being a fool.
Sometimes, sometimes , sometimes.
There is just too much sometimes in my life.
Or should I change the perspective of mine ?
The way to see things.
Maybe now, I am not doing as bad as I think.
Maybe I am just giving myself too much pressure.
Maybe I am just over demanding on myself.
Maybe I am being too harsh on myself.
I don't know.
Similarly, there is too much maybe in life.

Physics

2009-05-09T20:37:00.005+08:00

For the benefits to those sitting for Physics Paper.
After several rounds of checking.
I have analysed the syllabus to make things simple for others.
I can concluded that there are 20 formula that needs to be memorise.
Other than this 3 Chapters ; Chapter 7 : Kinetic Model of Matter
Chapter 8 : Transfer of Thermal Energy and
Chapter 9 : Thermal Properties of Matter are Theory based.
The remaining 8 chapters involved the application of formula,
which is consider as Calculation based.
To study smart, I will advice my friends to focus more on the Calculation Chapters.
That means you have no choice but to memorise the 15 formula involved.
By doing that, you are securing 75% of your total score.
In other words, if you just study just the Calculation Chapters.
You will easily obtain a A1 for Physics.
But, this is not encouraged.
Except to those really are weak in Physics or doing last minute study.

Ps : These are the end products for my research. You can choose to follow
Or dump it in the dustbin. Your Choice. I would not give a damm if you fail.
I doing this to help, mind you.

haiz

2009-05-08T22:58:00.005+08:00

I dare not place anymore hope in my most confident subjects.
I seek only for the aura of the Combined Science.
I ruin my desire with my own hands !!
I can forget about taking Biology !
SO what I am interested !?
I will still be grade by merit.
The fact is, I screw it up .
I CAN JUST THROW IT INTO DUSTBIN NOW !!
SO WHAT IF I WANT, SO WHAT IF I BELIEVE.
SO WHAT IF I WORK HARD , SO WHAT IF I TRIED.
SO WHAT, SO WHAT, SO WHAT !?
GOALS IN LIFE. IS EASY TO SAY.
PEOPLE FROM THE ADAM KHOO COMPANY. THEY ALSO GET PAID TO MOTIVATE US.
DO YOU THINK THEY REALLY BELIEVED. I DOUBT SO.
WHO CAN I TRUST NOW ?
NO ONE.
And now, this prove to people that.
Taking biology has been a wishful thinking of mine.
Damm dishearten now.
I don't care how people think of me now. I just simply flush Adam Khoo into the toilet bowl.
People, Do you how hurt is it to hold on to a desire that you know will be gone in no time.
A Desire that you longed for will be going straight to the drain.
The hours and time will simply turn into ashes.
I don't buy any one's story anymore.
What is the point?
Life of mine will not be linking to BIOLOGY at all !!!
Because a NA student will always be a NA student.
That is a fact.
No one can change it.
I don't give a damm whether people lose their faith in me.
I am NOT that foolish old Jeremy anymore.
Being kind to people while heaven is not being kind to you.
I will be cold-blooded for now..
Not happy?
Get your ass off shut the bloody gap of yours.
And don't worry.
I will still study hard for my subjects.
Zombies do study, Am I right ?